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so my comp was down when i got home... so i couldnt vent when i felt like it and now the time has passed... but in short, i try to find ways to make me try and respect the person i am but fail, nothing i do is ever as good as i want it to me. everything i do seems like it isnt good enough or something that goes the distence only to trip at the finish line. its impossible for me to let anyone find value in me becuase i have none in myself... whine whine whine, bitch bitch bitch... thats it... no reason for it but me being dumb and thinking on the way home from saharah. actually had fun tonight, ice skating was neat... gave everyone a good laugh but i actually enjoyed it to. and then saharah for a bit... i go there so very much... its obscene, but it was good times as well... im going tomorow night actually, the usual gangster activities.