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so i havent posted anything of any value online for a while. it seems that i only post when im feeling particularly emo... thats a problem i think... if this is gonna be my time capsule and the aliens find this remnent of human civilization, they will be like "ahhh shiiiit these mutha fuckas is emo as shit, im glad we used are ultimate bling ray(of doom) on them" (yea thats right... ghetto aliens)... so this seques me nicely to my post... so things have been ok... school is going good... went to all 4 union classes not becuase i really needed to but because i just wanted to make my presence and intrest known to the union people... whether that actually worked or not i dunno... but thats cool cuz i did learn a quite a bit at the last one, i got to got to the grid at the new arena, 106' in the air at center(103' at the sides) which was way wicked awesome... i got paid 50 bucks for about 2 hours of work last night, and ive been doing that about once every 2 weeks which is very cool, there was a band that i really like last night as well. my parents went out for the night to daytona just to get away for a bit that was good for them i think... my dad came back and noticed that brother had stolen the last of his pot(he was also stole my dads pills but he isnt taking the "good" ones anymore)... my dad at this point it the perfect example of why marijuana needs to be legal for medical use everywhere(dont think im condoning it for anything but that tho... it has a use besides macromading you to the couch so you can/feel cool/ fit in/ get crunk? /hide from your problems.... i have no tolerence for stoners anymore. GROW UP!)... my dad isnt outwardly showing how sick he is as much as of late... i mean eventually this is gonna kill him... but hes doing ok right now and doing his best to keep on as long as he can and thats cool... sometimes in life you just have to keep on doing what your doing in this life becuase in the end we dont have as much control over our lives as we would like, shit happens and there is nothing that you can do about it but it happens to everyone. so what do you do when it happens/ curl up in a ball and cry about its not fair /get angry and find someone, something, some group to be angry at/ take it all in and bury it inside/ ....quit?.... never. just keep doing what you are doing and at the end of the day you may get no further than the guy next to you and he may have had an easier time getting there but i imagine that it would mean a whole lot less to him... no reason to hate the other guy tho... he didnt ask for an easier road... thats just how it ended up for him... not his fault... hmmm... yea... i shoud wirte inspirational posters... i just need to get out and take a picture of a cat hanging from a cloths line... oh. wait. thats been done i supose... then hanging from an electrical line? hmm... may not have the same effect, let alone the fact that i dont really see the symbolism in that version...
Who knows?
Who knows?