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[sandpapermitten]

did a project today in school... it thouroughly sucked ass... it really astounds me that i can fuck up something that i love to do so much. aint that about a bitch... the only thing that ive ever thought i could do and really cared enough to strive twards and im fucking up. dammit i was in an ok mood... but i started looking up things for the next project and was being hopeful about how i was gonna do better on this next one and thinking of all these cool things to do but it wont fucking matter... all of these cool things will blur together cuz im to fucking stupid to make even the simplest idea happen let alone anything that would get me more than an ok.

life sucks when your best is mediocre.