Been thinking
Alot has been happening just concerning family. I have more of them in my life now and it's a new experience. Bitter and sweet
My dad is in my life with daily phone calls and mail. He is stable as much as he can. But he moves around more than a normal person does and I'm not used to that. He is def me if I hadn't settled down. I wonder if that is the life for me. I am so greatful to my mother for stabilty.
My younger cousins are in my life. They always been in some way or another since 2006. I just got hurt by one recently. I did nothing to him and he talked shit about me and my mom. I'm still hurting over it.
Kelly and her kids are in my life. I love them good and bad.
Work has been pretty stable. School has been a slow progress but it's progress all the same.
I've been dating. Got a few prospects. Cutie hakim who i think could b something. But I don't wanna jinx it. I've gone out a few times. That's it.
Recently heard my mom sAy we aren't close like ppl think. That stung. Bc she is my world. Yea we don't get along all the time but I thought we were close. I don't know. I'll elaborate later.