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this is the first time I've had a chance to write since the 19th and the first time I've had a chance to write anything of substance in a long long time.
I feel very proud here at the end of the year. Even though this has easily been the worst year of my life, I have managed to some out happier at the end of it than I was at the beginning:
and I've managed to keep the hope scholarship in spite of it.
I've kept my dignity for the most part. With the exception of one incident with Heather and once with Tracy today, I have managed not to lose my cool and love everyone, despite what I may be feeling inside. I've worked hard in the shop AND on the stage and I think done quality work on both.
It's hard to love something so much, and also to know that it's not always going to love you back. I guess that's how theatre is.
I feel very proud here at the end of the year. Even though this has easily been the worst year of my life, I have managed to some out happier at the end of it than I was at the beginning:
and I've managed to keep the hope scholarship in spite of it.
I've kept my dignity for the most part. With the exception of one incident with Heather and once with Tracy today, I have managed not to lose my cool and love everyone, despite what I may be feeling inside. I've worked hard in the shop AND on the stage and I think done quality work on both.
It's hard to love something so much, and also to know that it's not always going to love you back. I guess that's how theatre is.