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I amazes me the suddeness at which I can go from calm to rage and back to calm again. It's like I become an animal for three seconds, I say things I don't mean, I hurt myself and none of it matters to me. There is no more useless emotion than anger. I hate jealousy more but at least it has a purpose. Anger just eradicates meaning and makes it impossible for anyone to love you.