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[sandinmyshoe]

Lately I have been really motivated. Well, motivated internally really. Physically, all I want to do is lay and watch movies all day long. I decided that I really, really need a job. I think it would help things with my dad and I. I know the reason we are at each other's throats a lot is mostly because of my inability to take a joke around him, or be patient...and I really need to work on that. It seems that I'm only like that around him, and I want it to stop. First and foremost, I need to stop asking for money. A job would help with that, a lot. I need to become more resposible, along with accepting my actions.

Another thing I need to do...

Let all my worries just go. They aren't valid.