Euphoria?
I went to the temple today. What a wonderful, reverent place. However, I had quite a new and interesting experience.
I was sitting pondering the blessings we have because of Christ, and I become so overfilled with joy that I was in a sort of euphoric state. But since the serotonin in my brain does not work the way it's supposed it, my brain translated the euphoria into panicked anxiety. So after some prayer I asked Steve to give me a priesthood blessing. He did and I began to feel much better.
I just looked it up on Wikipedia and "Many people in a manic state experience severe anxiety and are very irritable (to the point of rage), while others are euphoric and grandiose."
So the temple must have pushed me over into my manic stage and the end result was the bold. It probably would have been unbearable had I not been on my medication. Gotta love those genetically inherited disorders.
In other news I'm doing well in keeping up with school. It's only Saturday and I'm almost done with all of my homework. I just have one more string program to write. Doing labs online is extremely easy and I think I've started writing class with a good impression on the teacher. Same thing goes with Java. I just need to stay motivated.
It's been a long day. I'm going to attempt to write that Java program and then go to sleep. Goodnight.
I was sitting pondering the blessings we have because of Christ, and I become so overfilled with joy that I was in a sort of euphoric state. But since the serotonin in my brain does not work the way it's supposed it, my brain translated the euphoria into panicked anxiety. So after some prayer I asked Steve to give me a priesthood blessing. He did and I began to feel much better.
I just looked it up on Wikipedia and "Many people in a manic state experience severe anxiety and are very irritable (to the point of rage), while others are euphoric and grandiose."
So the temple must have pushed me over into my manic stage and the end result was the bold. It probably would have been unbearable had I not been on my medication. Gotta love those genetically inherited disorders.
In other news I'm doing well in keeping up with school. It's only Saturday and I'm almost done with all of my homework. I just have one more string program to write. Doing labs online is extremely easy and I think I've started writing class with a good impression on the teacher. Same thing goes with Java. I just need to stay motivated.
It's been a long day. I'm going to attempt to write that Java program and then go to sleep. Goodnight.