im almost an Auntie
so my sister was admitted to the hospital a couple hours ago and shes now at 5 centimenters dialated and they broke her water...so shes looking at another couple of hours but now that her waters broken it'll be soon....they are drugging her up right now....
my parents are at the hospital and so is my other sister...im the only one not there...i think my parents are upset but Candace stated that i was not to be allowed in the room while she had the baby and since its past visiting hours we wont be able to see the baby till 8am(if its born before that) and thats when i have to be at school...i havent gotten very much sleep the past few days and im really tired....i have to be at school early and so i see no point in going to the hospital to wait for a baby in the waiting room when i can wait asleep at home in bed....they are going to call me when the baby's actually coming and then ill go to the hospital unless im at school....its not like i dont live with her and i can go to the hospital between classes tomorrow to visit...this is very complicated to explain and i sont feel like getting into it right now....ive done a lot of thinking and reflecting today and most of it was painful to see......
ill let you know more when i know more...
my parents are at the hospital and so is my other sister...im the only one not there...i think my parents are upset but Candace stated that i was not to be allowed in the room while she had the baby and since its past visiting hours we wont be able to see the baby till 8am(if its born before that) and thats when i have to be at school...i havent gotten very much sleep the past few days and im really tired....i have to be at school early and so i see no point in going to the hospital to wait for a baby in the waiting room when i can wait asleep at home in bed....they are going to call me when the baby's actually coming and then ill go to the hospital unless im at school....its not like i dont live with her and i can go to the hospital between classes tomorrow to visit...this is very complicated to explain and i sont feel like getting into it right now....ive done a lot of thinking and reflecting today and most of it was painful to see......
ill let you know more when i know more...