egads!!
hmm...weird day.
I got up this morning and bounded down the stairs to munch some cereal. Sat at the computer, checked emails and etc. Got one from Ed, not so odd yet right? Reading reading along nothing unordinary...telling me of the days events, plans for new year's, etc. then BAM. "got to tell you ive been thinking a lot lately about our future and im scared of it. theres a deadline on our relationship..". and some other stuff i dont feel i need to go into. wtf. threw me off. did i just get dumped...??? umm im not sure. im not going to get too worked up abou it right now because i know he often just talks of things to get them out of his system or to see what i'm thinking. sometimes he scares me with that. fuck.
I left the house because i had to...drove to sc, but turned around half way there because i didnt feel like going. so i wasted a quarter tank on nothing. got home but couldnt sit still. called bill. went to dinner in walnut creek at Tomatino's...it was good to hang out with friends again from school. then we jetted over to Jack passion's house, yes..i ventured into his lair! haha. that freak. he has a cool cat though. its hell of fat.
jack had his sister braid his beard into two knobby little braids that protruded from either side of his cheek...it was quite the sight let me tell you. We left soon after we got there. apparently jacks girlfriend hates me..??! i've never met her. oh well. people can be really stupid sometimes. bah.
When i came home i talked to James on the phone for a while about tv shows and things that troubled me from today. Good times :(
Tomorrow's new years though...things will be better then. new beginnings.
Party at Jenn's, i'm baking cookies. be there or be ...at levi's. because i'm going there too ;)
im off to chat for a bit and make my list of what i did this year. then maybe things will be better tomorrow...just maybe.
I got up this morning and bounded down the stairs to munch some cereal. Sat at the computer, checked emails and etc. Got one from Ed, not so odd yet right? Reading reading along nothing unordinary...telling me of the days events, plans for new year's, etc. then BAM. "got to tell you ive been thinking a lot lately about our future and im scared of it. theres a deadline on our relationship..". and some other stuff i dont feel i need to go into. wtf. threw me off. did i just get dumped...??? umm im not sure. im not going to get too worked up abou it right now because i know he often just talks of things to get them out of his system or to see what i'm thinking. sometimes he scares me with that. fuck.
I left the house because i had to...drove to sc, but turned around half way there because i didnt feel like going. so i wasted a quarter tank on nothing. got home but couldnt sit still. called bill. went to dinner in walnut creek at Tomatino's...it was good to hang out with friends again from school. then we jetted over to Jack passion's house, yes..i ventured into his lair! haha. that freak. he has a cool cat though. its hell of fat.
jack had his sister braid his beard into two knobby little braids that protruded from either side of his cheek...it was quite the sight let me tell you. We left soon after we got there. apparently jacks girlfriend hates me..??! i've never met her. oh well. people can be really stupid sometimes. bah.
When i came home i talked to James on the phone for a while about tv shows and things that troubled me from today. Good times :(
Tomorrow's new years though...things will be better then. new beginnings.
Party at Jenn's, i'm baking cookies. be there or be ...at levi's. because i'm going there too ;)
im off to chat for a bit and make my list of what i did this year. then maybe things will be better tomorrow...just maybe.