Medium: Television
Fandom: Supernatural
Subject: Dean/Castiel (more fondly referred to as Destiel)
Title: Violate Desecrate Penetrate
Warnings: Steeped in slash and sexuality, and slightly AU if you don't see it in the canon
Notes: This is a fanmix for Dean/Castiel slash fiction. The porn side of it, mostly. ;)
I have gotten into a major Destiel kick lately. I blame the fandom. They're the reason I continued watching Supernatural even though I couldn't bear to finish Season 3 what with Dean going to hell. Then I started seeing Cas on tumblr. I had so much Destiel on my dash, and now I frequent that tag on tumblr and read Destiel porn. Mmm, Destiel porn.
Anyways, I have been trying to compile a general mix for Supernatural season 1-5, and I kept hearing songs that would fit Destiel. Most of them were sexy, and I don't think I've seen any purely sex-based Destiel mixes, so I decided to make one.
In trying to lay the music out, I found that a story evolved. Cas falls in love with Dean and then tries to get Dean to admit feelings for him. They have frequent sex but then something happens that endangers the relationship, before they finally get back together, two pieces of a whole. However, you don't have to read it this way. Dean could be the first one to commit to the relationship. Or insert your favourite Destiel fic into the songs and voila!
And here it is. Beware sexy fluffy pornmix. lol
.rar Paradise Circus - Massive Attack feat. Hope Sandoval
(Falling in love)
Oh, well, the devil makes us sin
But we like it when we're spinning in his grip
…
Love is like a sin, my love
For the one that feels it the most
Everlasting Light - The Black Keys
(Cas devoted to Dean)
Let me be your everlasting light
The sun when there is none
I'm a shepherd for you
And I'll guide you through
…
I'll hold and never scold
In me you can confide
When no one's by your side
…
I'm shining just for you
Loneliness is over
Dark days are through
Will Do (Switch Remix) - TV on the Radio
(Dean is reluctant)
We won't know the actual if we never take the chance
I'd like to collapse with you and ease you against this song
I think we're compatible, I see that you think I'm wrong
…
A heart doesn't play by rules and love has its own demands
But I'll be there to take care of you if ever you should decide
…
How your fire grows hermosa caldera glistening
Through your fused blows careen your caldera, set it off
As your body flows the second hand flashes
Passes over your skin like time
…
Anytime will do, my love
First We Kiss - Anna Calvi
(First kiss)
My heart beats against the wardrobe
I hear the closing door
Beats against the window
Tell me how long, tell me how long
…
Feel it come from nowhere
Taking over me
...
First we'll kiss
Then you will lock the door, my dear
A perfect kiss
Just to remind what's between us tonight
What's between us tonight, tonight
…
And suddenly from up here
Everything's clear
The love we had between us tonight
Is here
Closer - Nine Inch Nails
(porn, porn, porn! Dean’s POV)
You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
…
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God
…
You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything
…
Help me
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else
…
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive
Bedroom Hymns - Florence and the Machine
(more sex! Cas’ POV)
This is as good a place to fall as any
We'll build our altar here
Make me your Maria
I'm already on my knees
…
Sweating out confessions
The undone and the divine
…
'Cause this is his body, this is his love
Such selfish prayers and I can't get enough, oh
…
I'm not here looking for absolution
Because I've found myself an old solution
Spanish Sahara - Foals
(for those stories set with the Apocalypse looming)
So I walked into the haze
And a million dirty ways
Now I see you lying there
Like a lilo losing air air
…
Leave the horror here
Forget the horror here
forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
Its future rust and its future dust
…
Now the waves they drag you down
Carry you to broken ground
Though I find you in the sand
Wipe you clean with dirty hands
…
Cause I am
I'm the fury in your head
I'm the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
One Line - PJ Harvey
(stories set in the war against Lucifer; relationship established)
Do you remember the first kiss?
Stars shooting across the sky
To come to such a place as this
You never left my mind
…
This world all gone to war
All I need is you tonight
…
And I draw a line
To your heart today
To your heart from mine
A line to keep us safe
Set the Fire to the Third Bar (DJ Lone Ranger Remix) - Snow Patrol
(Separated because of a job; getting back to each other)
I find the map and draw a straight line
The distance from A to where you'd B
…
And miles from where you are
I lay down on the cold ground and I
I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
…
After I have traveled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted close our eyelids
Angel Echoes (Jon Hopkins Remix) - Four Tet
(in love, in bed, exploring each other)
Instrumental
Sour Cherry - The Kills
(Relationship going sour, aka one or the other getting cold feet; walking away; Dean going to Lisa. Note: I couldn’t understand what this song was about. It feels really sexy, but the lyrics seem to suggest something ending, so I put this song here. Let me know what you guys think.)
Shout when you wanna get off the ride
'Cause you crossed my mind, you crossed my mind
Made my blood thump 7-8-9
Make my heart beat double time
…
I'm the only sour cherry on the fruit stand, right
Am I the only sour cherry on the fruit stand?
…
I'm a penny in a diamond mine
We could be movers,
We could be shakers
…
G-g-g-go home, go home it's over
White Blank Page - Mumford & Sons
(This one suggests itself so easily to Dean living with Lisa and Cas looking on in sadness)
Can you lie next to her
And give her your heart, your heart
As well as your body
…
And can you lie next to her
And confess your love, your love
As well as your folly
…
And can you kneel before the King
And say I'm clean, I'm clean
…
You did not think when you sent me to the brink, to the brink
You desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections
…
So tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Home - Nine Inch Nails
(As Lisa’s part in the story is over, Dean finds himself back with Cas; returning to each other)
And to think
I find myself
Back here again
And again
…
I used to know who I was
Until you came along
I return
To the only place
I've ever felt
That I belong
…
To break from what
We're tied to
God knows
How much I've tried to
…
And I am still inside you
.rar Phew! I think I'll go read some Destiel now.
Comments are love! I'd love to know what people think.