hopeful hearts
at least my heart hopes. i changed my layout to reflect a hopeful change in my life. i hope i hope i hope that i can make my life better. i hope that i have the power to actually stick with positive thoughts rather than the ingrained negative destructive thoughts i've carried all my life. i've been so afraid, very afraid, of what people think of me, and that is my problem. it's rather hard to explain right now because my thoughts are all disconnected and i am listening to music. i haven't written here for awhile. i've been stuck in my head for awhile.
i don't really want to talk about that right now. i got all four wisdom teeth out on friday morning, and it was better than i expected. when i woke up, i was laughing because i couldn't believe it was over. i haven't had too much pain either, and i'm not swelling too much. at least, i can't tell in the mirror. grandma says she can see it though, so i have to use an ice pack every so often.
lots of drama at work again. erykah was forced to transfer back to the newmarket store she came from, and i'm sad about that and sad that i won't see her again. but i'm ecstatic that we got leah back. i didn't even recognize her when i went up to the store friday morning. and i get to see her again next week!! yay! there's also other stuff that i'm shocked about, but i've been sworn to secrecy and can't even divulge it here.
i also went to cape cod the week after last. it was more of road trip than i wanted it to be. but i got to be in the united states and learn what their coffee shops are like and what their grocery stores are named. i got to see a very cute doggy in truro in cape cod. he was adorable. but i am happy to be back in canada. i keep telling this story to ppl that if i had been awake when we stopped at tim hortons in port hope and hadn't needed to go to the washroom so badly, then i would've hugged the building. but i'm kinda sad that i didn't buy more stuff in massachusetts that was tax-free or anything at the duty-free shop at the border.
i am in creative writing as a minor!!! yaya!
i don't really want to talk about that right now. i got all four wisdom teeth out on friday morning, and it was better than i expected. when i woke up, i was laughing because i couldn't believe it was over. i haven't had too much pain either, and i'm not swelling too much. at least, i can't tell in the mirror. grandma says she can see it though, so i have to use an ice pack every so often.
lots of drama at work again. erykah was forced to transfer back to the newmarket store she came from, and i'm sad about that and sad that i won't see her again. but i'm ecstatic that we got leah back. i didn't even recognize her when i went up to the store friday morning. and i get to see her again next week!! yay! there's also other stuff that i'm shocked about, but i've been sworn to secrecy and can't even divulge it here.
i also went to cape cod the week after last. it was more of road trip than i wanted it to be. but i got to be in the united states and learn what their coffee shops are like and what their grocery stores are named. i got to see a very cute doggy in truro in cape cod. he was adorable. but i am happy to be back in canada. i keep telling this story to ppl that if i had been awake when we stopped at tim hortons in port hope and hadn't needed to go to the washroom so badly, then i would've hugged the building. but i'm kinda sad that i didn't buy more stuff in massachusetts that was tax-free or anything at the duty-free shop at the border.
i am in creative writing as a minor!!! yaya!