Tired....
Man oh man am I bushed. I got up yesterday at about 6:30, and I was up till about 4:00 this morning...yuck. Not that I'm complaining about yesterday. It was a pretty good day. Aside from me being involved, involved-not in, a car accident because of the car I drive, it being wet and cold, taking somebody on a "snipe" hunt when I didn't think it was nice of them to do it to her, and some other stuff. Yeah, brain functionality is running at about 12% right now. .... Yeah. Oh, and Derek, damn you! I thought you were coming... Oh well, you probably had your reasons. But yeah, tiredness and stuff... Yesterday was an insightful day... If only I could think clearly enough to talk about it. Oh, I learned that even campus ministers like to pull mean jokes involving putting people by themselves out in the middle of the woods with a trashbag making bird calls for an animal that's not even existant. I also learned that some people just need a special treatment. Don't know if they can help it or not, but they do. Oh well, the only people I give special treatment to are pretty ones ;). Joking aside, I broke it to her last night what a snipe was, before we left the CSC. I mean, pulling jokes is one thing, but that would have been mean. Then we went up and hid in the attic for a while. Yeah, and I couldn't move around too much at the party last night. I mean, it would have been okay because I had a slight tear in the crotch of my pants, but, the boxers underneath weren't exactly concealing. Oh, and I'm going to the movies today, depending on her schedule. Or I may just rent one and we can watch it after the thing at 6:30, yeah...that'd be cool. Scary movies for everybody!
Oh, color quizzes are fun! Here's the results of mine...
Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Sat Apr 23 07:08:55 2005.
Your Existing Situation
Impulsive and irritable. His desires, and the actions involved, are paramount, with insufficient consideration being given to their consequences. This leads to, or arises from, stress and conflict.
Your Stress Sources
The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as he has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to his self-sufficiency because of the restraint he normally imposes on himself. Since he wants to demonstrate the unique quality of his own character, he tries to suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned self-reliance to conceal his fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize his behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference he really longs for the approval and esteem of others.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are forcing him to compromise, to restrain his demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things he wants.
Your Desired Objective
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.
Your Actual Problem
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics he admires and to display originality in his own personality.
Your Actual Problem #2
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and he is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship. He attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as he desires them to be.
Oh, and to a certain person. Sorry for taking the tough path, but sometimes, straying too far from it can do more damage than not. Anyways, word....I mean, peace out.
Oh, color quizzes are fun! Here's the results of mine...
Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Sat Apr 23 07:08:55 2005.
Your Existing Situation
Impulsive and irritable. His desires, and the actions involved, are paramount, with insufficient consideration being given to their consequences. This leads to, or arises from, stress and conflict.
Your Stress Sources
The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as he has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to his self-sufficiency because of the restraint he normally imposes on himself. Since he wants to demonstrate the unique quality of his own character, he tries to suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned self-reliance to conceal his fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize his behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference he really longs for the approval and esteem of others.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are forcing him to compromise, to restrain his demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things he wants.
Your Desired Objective
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.
Your Actual Problem
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics he admires and to display originality in his own personality.
Your Actual Problem #2
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and he is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship. He attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as he desires them to be.
Oh, and to a certain person. Sorry for taking the tough path, but sometimes, straying too far from it can do more damage than not. Anyways, word....I mean, peace out.