Running on Empty
TODAY SUCKED. I hate programming. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I don't want to do this anymore. I despise it. I even want to change majors already. I don't think this is for me. Maybe English will work? Or perhaps some other liberal arts major?
I just ate about ten-twenty-five minutes ago. It's really the only food I had today. I was so hungry, and now, I'm so tired. So tired, physically, emotionally, spiritually. I don't see rest any time soon.
All of this for nothing. I didn't complete that assignment, and now, I can't. I guess I can't do anything about that now. I wouldn't have gotten it done even if I had continued to work on it. I just don't understand the stuff. This isn't me.
GOD what do you want me to do with my life? Why can't you just tell me in someway that I understand? Please, I'm asking for a miracle. I just want to know what you want me to do. I hope that's not too much to ask for. I've been actively seeking your wishes, but I don't know them. Please, just help me.
I just ate about ten-twenty-five minutes ago. It's really the only food I had today. I was so hungry, and now, I'm so tired. So tired, physically, emotionally, spiritually. I don't see rest any time soon.
All of this for nothing. I didn't complete that assignment, and now, I can't. I guess I can't do anything about that now. I wouldn't have gotten it done even if I had continued to work on it. I just don't understand the stuff. This isn't me.
GOD what do you want me to do with my life? Why can't you just tell me in someway that I understand? Please, I'm asking for a miracle. I just want to know what you want me to do. I hope that's not too much to ask for. I've been actively seeking your wishes, but I don't know them. Please, just help me.