Redemption
Redemption. I seek to redeem myself. Not in the eyes of my God. Not in the eyes of my friends. Not in the eyes of the person I love most. I seek to redeem myself in my own eyes. The time has come. I must stand on my own two feet and be able to shout "I" amidst the chaos I see everyday. I must be as strong as other people say I can be. No longer must I dwell on the past. No longer must I grieve for a future that cannot happen now. I must focus on myself. I am glad that I have friends that will support me in this. But, this is not their battle. This is something I must do myself, with minimal help from ANYBODY. It's something that I need. What accomplishments do I have if I can't conquer my own problems? It's time to lift my head and stride forward. If you want to help, I'd be glad, but if you seek to impede on my trek, prepare to be trampled. I am filled with the Holy Light. God's love flows through my veins and I shall embrace it with each passing moment. Woe is to the evil that works to hold me back. I am born again.