Forgive me
God, I'm so stupid! Why is it that I always hurt people?! I have always tried to make people happy, but all I do is hurt or upset them. I hate this. I hate myself. I just wish this life of endless torture would end! I hope the people I hurt are okay. They deserve so much better than that. I'm sorry but this is something I gotta do. Please, you, my friends, the ones who read this: I can't talk with you anymore. I just can't. I have to seperate myself from you all. I can't stand the thought of hurting another person, so I have to isolate myself. Please, don't worry, I'm not going to do something dumb. I want you all to be happy, but, it seems the best way for that to happen is if I'm not in ANY of your lives. Please, forgive me, but I can't speak again with any of you for a LONG time. I care too much for you all for that.
Over and out, my last post,
Patrick
Over and out, my last post,
Patrick