心魔
So many thoughts and issues are swirling through my mind now, and I don't really know how to put them into words. The old demon is back to haunt, hovering like a storm cloud above my head. I recognize that I'm not exactly very pleasant to be with sometimes, especially when I'm struggling with this devil. I really want to be a better friend too, to give more, of myself. And I really hope there's nothing much to it, that I'm just being oversensitive. Also, I realised that I am very bothered by what my close friends think of me.
In times like this I especially miss BSG, especially elly and fati, my fellow Catholic sisters. I cherish the hugs of greeting we give one another, and I treasure how we can all feel so relaxed with each other, with no need for proper decorum, as all glam-ness goes out the window. I'm really tremendously looking forward to thursday when we'll be meeting up again. Fati, please get well soon..
In times like this I especially miss BSG, especially elly and fati, my fellow Catholic sisters. I cherish the hugs of greeting we give one another, and I treasure how we can all feel so relaxed with each other, with no need for proper decorum, as all glam-ness goes out the window. I'm really tremendously looking forward to thursday when we'll be meeting up again. Fati, please get well soon..