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Apr 02, 2008 16:52

Day 49
Your Name:  Alessa Gillespie.   Should I introduce my goddamn imaginary friends too? 
Suicidal Ideation: Oh no, not at all.  Killing yourself is bad.
Homicidal Ideation:  I don't know.  I just don't know. 
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 10 hours.  Thanks to the Ambien.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:  I had a dream that this place was burning down and I was being chased by Baphomet.
Moods Experienced Today:  Depression, anger, sadness, misanthropy
Mood Triggers:  That new intern.  It being April 1st, April Fools day.  I don't know why I hate it so much, but I do
Significant Thoughts of the Day: 
Favorite Time of Day and Why:  Maybe art, or maybe, no.  Fuck you
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:  Why is that important?
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:  I haven't blacked out during any of it.  Oh wait, what therapy?
Noticable Improvements: At least I got more than 3 hours of sleep, and I now know the names.

Art therapy, art therapy, art therapy.  Yeah I'll draw you a pretty fucking picture and then you can all fucking look at it.  Maybe I'll just slit my fucking wrists and paint really beautiful picture, but I don't want to!

April 1st, 4/20, 20/04, it doesn't matter.  I hate this day, I don't know why, but I hate it.  I hate it, fucking hate it!  Goddamn, getting tired again.  Fuck this!

*strikes are entirely gone.* 
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