Apr 02, 2008 16:52
Day 49
Your Name: Alessa Gillespie. Should I introduce my goddamn imaginary friends too?
Suicidal Ideation: Oh no, not at all. Killing yourself is bad.
Homicidal Ideation: I don't know. I just don't know.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 10 hours. Thanks to the Ambien.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had a dream that this place was burning down and I was being chased by Baphomet.
Moods Experienced Today: Depression, anger, sadness, misanthropy
Mood Triggers: That new intern. It being April 1st, April Fools day. I don't know why I hate it so much, but I do
Significant Thoughts of the Day:
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Maybe art, or maybe, no. Fuck you
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Why is that important?
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I haven't blacked out during any of it. Oh wait, what therapy?
Noticable Improvements: At least I got more than 3 hours of sleep, and I now know the names.
Art therapy, art therapy, art therapy. Yeah I'll draw you a pretty fucking picture and then you can all fucking look at it. Maybe I'll just slit my fucking wrists and paint really beautiful picture, but I don't want to!
April 1st, 4/20, 20/04, it doesn't matter. I hate this day, I don't know why, but I hate it. I hate it, fucking hate it! Goddamn, getting tired again. Fuck this!
*strikes are entirely gone.*