You're afraid to find out all the hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed. And it did.
So.. the last week is definately deserving of an update... it may seem trivial, you may think it's boring, and you may not read it, but jizaz kryst, there's too much going on and I need to ramble on about it somewhere.
Addie / Brittany / Eric / Mina -- > HaPpY BeLaTeD / E a R L y BiRtHdAyS..
SteVe / AlEx ---> HaPpY oNe YeAr! You two are doing better than I thought I was.
So.. Last Thursday (like.. a week and a couple days, not 3 days ago) - dumped Lennox (again). It's really over this time. He's trying to go back, and I'm not letting myself.
He's being an overcontrolling, jealous alcoholic of a psychopath. Following me around, threatening every guy who looks at me, taking me off to 'talk', going out looking for me plastered. He chugged a 40 of R&R last night because I was in the bedroom with Dave, and he like, flipped out. He threatened the shit out of Josh, because we were alone on the balcony, which must mean we're fucking, right?
Um.. Friday night (2 days ago), I heard Kirsten would be up at North G, so I went up with John, Ash, Jo, Josh, and Bobby. Followed her into the bathroom.. bitched. Scared her to tears, almost broke her arm with a door, and fucked her jaw up, resulting in her head banging off the cement.. twice. One fucking hit. She wouldn't hit me back, but now she's calling me on for tomorrow. >=)
Saturday morning- Short version; Ashley (my friend who is preggers), got arrested for assault, had a restraining order put against her, and threw a party. Yeah. Fucking pigs were around for like 4 1/2 hours.
I might be testifying in the abuse case, and in a custody case. The dad = shit.
Saturday night- Ryan's freakout, my apparant hookup with Dave.
Today.. Jo and I went touring with Dave and Eric in his amazingly beautiful, fast, loud car. I made him drive way out to Sammy's to wake her up and scare her.
We led Lennox around town looking for us because he wanted to talk to me, but Jo and I were idiots and ran into them in town when we were looking for somewhere to piss. (Omg.. Lennox ran around looking for me and Dave last night after the R&R Chugging, ready to rip us apart. Thank god we were in Eric's car.)
And yeah.. Jo and I made Dave and Eric fucking blast like.. Shania Twain and Savage Garden and stuff with his subs and shit, because it was lame music on a nice system in an amazing car. LoL. I dunno.
And yeah. I guess that's all.. Fuck. I can't remember the last time I was sober.
Wednesday morning, my friend Jessie Boal hung himself in the shed outside his house. His father found him that night when he returned home from work, after seeing and reading the note Jesse left.
The viewing was at Grant Brown Funeral home (Kemptville) from 12-2 on Friday, with the funeral and burial following in Oxford Mills.
Sorry, I meant to post this sooner, but I haven't been online..
RIP Jessie..
Gone but not forgotten
:'( <3
http://www.legacy.com/can-ottawa/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=3532500
Addie / Brittany / Eric / Mina -- > HaPpY BeLaTeD / E a R L y BiRtHdAyS..
SteVe / AlEx ---> HaPpY oNe YeAr! You two are doing better than I thought I was.
So.. Last Thursday (like.. a week and a couple days, not 3 days ago) - dumped Lennox (again). It's really over this time. He's trying to go back, and I'm not letting myself.
He's being an overcontrolling, jealous alcoholic of a psychopath. Following me around, threatening every guy who looks at me, taking me off to 'talk', going out looking for me plastered. He chugged a 40 of R&R last night because I was in the bedroom with Dave, and he like, flipped out. He threatened the shit out of Josh, because we were alone on the balcony, which must mean we're fucking, right?
Um.. Friday night (2 days ago), I heard Kirsten would be up at North G, so I went up with John, Ash, Jo, Josh, and Bobby. Followed her into the bathroom.. bitched. Scared her to tears, almost broke her arm with a door, and fucked her jaw up, resulting in her head banging off the cement.. twice. One fucking hit. She wouldn't hit me back, but now she's calling me on for tomorrow. >=)
Saturday morning- Short version; Ashley (my friend who is preggers), got arrested for assault, had a restraining order put against her, and threw a party. Yeah. Fucking pigs were around for like 4 1/2 hours.
I might be testifying in the abuse case, and in a custody case. The dad = shit.
Saturday night- Ryan's freakout, my apparant hookup with Dave.
Today.. Jo and I went touring with Dave and Eric in his amazingly beautiful, fast, loud car. I made him drive way out to Sammy's to wake her up and scare her.
We led Lennox around town looking for us because he wanted to talk to me, but Jo and I were idiots and ran into them in town when we were looking for somewhere to piss. (Omg.. Lennox ran around looking for me and Dave last night after the R&R Chugging, ready to rip us apart. Thank god we were in Eric's car.)
And yeah.. Jo and I made Dave and Eric fucking blast like.. Shania Twain and Savage Garden and stuff with his subs and shit, because it was lame music on a nice system in an amazing car. LoL. I dunno.
And yeah. I guess that's all.. Fuck. I can't remember the last time I was sober.
Wednesday morning, my friend Jessie Boal hung himself in the shed outside his house. His father found him that night when he returned home from work, after seeing and reading the note Jesse left.
The viewing was at Grant Brown Funeral home (Kemptville) from 12-2 on Friday, with the funeral and burial following in Oxford Mills.
Sorry, I meant to post this sooner, but I haven't been online..
RIP Jessie..
Gone but not forgotten
:'( <3
http://www.legacy.com/can-ottawa/LegacySubPage2.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonId=3532500