*Why do I feel this way?*

Jul 26, 2006 11:31

Ok, so I prolly made some of you think that something was seriously wrong with me, but thats not the case. I just think this pregnancy is getting to me. I really want it to be over with, and my daughter to be here with us! :) Its just so hot this summer that it's like killing me, and now to add onto it--I feel like crap because of Heart Burn, and just plain nausea sometimes. I know that I have to keep going, it's only a little while left until I pop out this little one! (haha sorry to be graphic), but geez it still seems like forever!!! Oct 13th can't come faster! :)

I have to clean today (I mean like not just say it, but actually clean.) Because tonight our friend KT is coming down to visit us for a few hours with her little one Trey. Tomorrow night Ryans parents are coming into town to visit until saturday morning, and then they are on their way to NY for Ryans grandmothers ash spreading with the rest of their family. Too bad Ryan and I can't go, it would have been nice to join everyone...but Ryan has to get his wisdom teeth taken out tomorrow morning, so all weekend he'll be getting over that. Blah. He's looking forward to it because his teeth hurt him so bad, I couldn't imagine the pain that he's going through, and personally I don't ever want to go through that. Although giving birth will be more painful then teeth I have to say. But we'll see, maybe it'll be easier for me...who knows until we get there!

I really want to go on vacation again, two weeks just doesn't seem like enough. I mean before that the last vacation that we got was our wedding/honeymoon. That was nice, but I think for our next vacation we'll go to the beach the entire time. Not just 3 or 4 days. I can't wait to go back to Atlantic City, NJ later on after Feb so I can play some slots. It's so weird having a husband thats 22, and I'm only 20. I mean..damn he already went through his 21 stage!! haha. Oh well, I'll be a momma before I turn 21 so oh well. Another thing that can't come fast enough, Feb 1st! haha. My 21st birthday!! haha

Ok so I'm guessing that I should prolly get to cleaning this house although I'm REALLY not looking forward to it at all. I've lost all my energy entirely since about a month ago. heh. Well hope everyones doing well! Enjoy the rest of the summer!

Jenna ♥
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