i touch myself at thoughts of flames

[sanctify]

ahh journal, so im in the process of getting a steed so that i may ride around and rock, licence is jsut a call away, sadly the steed is not a delorean or a classic muscle car but hey soon enough after i finish with skool and get into the work force plans are to go in febuary but i still need to speak with my parents to see what is the deal with paying and if theyre going to help or not, oh and did anyone watch 24 pr was everyone too busy lotring it up cause it was good stuff oh and if tim ever reads this anymore, you won me over with yet anothre one of your bands that i refused to like those many a years ago what it is im sure you can figure it out by the title of this update. oh and tony hawk underground is a fun and annoying game kinda like def jam vandetta only def jam obviously has the better music but then tony hawk had in flames so i dont know, getting back to whatever teh hell i was talking about, oh yeha i now leave everyone of you with these wonderfull words of inpspiration:

Can't take it, never could
Time to end it, wish you would
Friends and family, they're all gone
Life for you is just a con
Dig yourself a hole in the ground
Push up daisies six feet down
Take a dirt nap, buy the farm
Inject a bubble in your aim

Kill yourself, kill yourself!
Why don't you kill yourself?
Don't rely on no one else
End it all just kill yourself!
Life is just a one way ticket
Everyone must go around
Here's bucket go and kick it
Slit your wrists without a sound
When you go don't make a big deal
No dramatics, don't overplay
Cause don't you know that we'll all feel
Better once you're gone away

You're a loser, there's nothing left for you
A worthless loser, at everything you do

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