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oen thing i really hate about school is that it leaves me so god damn tired and makes me forget everything, its like i dont have time for everything i like and want to do and i cant keep blaming school for all of this shit but before this things were different and i really dont want to be in school at the moment since anyone who means anything to me will be gone by the time i finish with school like i accomlish somehting huge like that and there is no one for me here my girlfriend will be as far away as humanly possible and i have school eating up all this time that i could be spending with her and now this internship thing thats taking 5 days away from me from 2-10 is realyl fucking horrible and i know im doing all of this for me but at the moment with what its costing me, and its not worth it. ok for now this entry is over