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I'm GOING TO MAGIC MOUNTAIN TOMARROW O man u have no idea how happy that makes me, i just like went crazy like with joy and i need to go to get away dude and just have like my roller coaster high haha almost like riding, thats why i like riding cause its like ur own roller coaster that u control and speed o man it just gets my adrenline pumping and i could live off it its like a craving that i need to survive like a vampire to blood u feen for it and without it ur weak! YAY so i've busted up and now i'm not weak and i'm ready for anything that comes my way. ANd i'm listening to eminem, THE OLD ONE not this newness and i'm feeling like i used to feel when i was like upsessed with him and it feels good cause i've been lost latly and not feeling like me, and listening to EM brings me back to the old days and i dont feel so lost and so out of place. Man i forgot how much i fuckin loved this guy yay yay yay i know most ppl dont like him but theres just somthing that no one could understand about me, that makes me like him yay know. I mean no one can ever understand anyone, and its like yay so w/e i donno i'm at a loss of words cause i'm feelin like me agian and i'm actually happy when just yesterday i was so like LOST and a lone and so depressed and like arrgg suicde hahaha i hate it its like my depression is comming back, but it ffeels like its gone agian so i'm havin a good day, and then i get to ride this weekend which makes me even more happy its like i'm so happy i just want to cry and smile. HAHA but i'm out this entry is LONG