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well lets see its thursday and its the 10th which means theirs only 5 more or i mean 4 more school days which is siic, and it also means 8 more days till the Virgin Islands. i cant wait to go. AWWW it sucks cause most of the chil people that i knew were seniors and their gunna be gone, booshness, but hey at least they graduated rioght rioght haha.
well i've been goint hrew so much and like i dont even know anymore cause its like i donno. my b-loc understands and more things happen every night that get me even more lost in life. maybe gettign away from everyone and seeing my old time best friend kendra will hel;p me straight out my thoughts and mind and finally realize who i am agian. but until then i dont even know who i am anymore. but in a way it doesnt scare me and i dont really care, but at the same time it sucks cause i liked knowing who i was and everything. now i'm just even more clueless then i was before.
i donno hopefully riding will straighten me out a little to. i know i talk about riding a lot but it really does like, its my life now and if i dotn ride its like i cant even explain and i dont get it frankly but all i know is i love everything about it. From just seeing it, to working on it, from the sounds of the engine oo the sounds of the engine is the main thing that gets me, and then sitting there riding and the speed and just EVERYTHING is so much to me. its like how am i supposed to get better if i never go riding, it sucks, i want to get so good at it till i cant even get any better and ride a BIKEEEEEE geeesh. i donno
well this entry is gettin long so i'm outttt.
dude before i go i have to say how much i miss my friend matthew
well i've been goint hrew so much and like i dont even know anymore cause its like i donno. my b-loc understands and more things happen every night that get me even more lost in life. maybe gettign away from everyone and seeing my old time best friend kendra will hel;p me straight out my thoughts and mind and finally realize who i am agian. but until then i dont even know who i am anymore. but in a way it doesnt scare me and i dont really care, but at the same time it sucks cause i liked knowing who i was and everything. now i'm just even more clueless then i was before.
i donno hopefully riding will straighten me out a little to. i know i talk about riding a lot but it really does like, its my life now and if i dotn ride its like i cant even explain and i dont get it frankly but all i know is i love everything about it. From just seeing it, to working on it, from the sounds of the engine oo the sounds of the engine is the main thing that gets me, and then sitting there riding and the speed and just EVERYTHING is so much to me. its like how am i supposed to get better if i never go riding, it sucks, i want to get so good at it till i cant even get any better and ride a BIKEEEEEE geeesh. i donno
well this entry is gettin long so i'm outttt.
dude before i go i have to say how much i miss my friend matthew