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well, i havent been on for a long time... and i havent even written in here for so long
ever since my last blog and everything that happened ive jst been really stressed and im sorry to alot of the people out there, who mght've gotten offended by what i said...because i didn't mean all and i was just really feeling useless and not worthy of living....so sorry for saying "all"
what didn't make it any better was some of my closest friends or just everday friends didnt even give two shits about what was happening to me...didnt even ask whats wrong, when they knew somethings wrong... and only 3 people managed to ask what was wrong--thx Siindy&Lauren&Roza
everything was pretty messed up for me... and i dont even know what happened, i have like memory loss now or sumthing=P i dont remember anything lie what i wore on monday... its prettty sad & i just dont know what to do... and no one understands what i go through or cares at all so what am i supposed to do?
im having a horrible 3rd term... everythings going down im definitely not making the honor roll....=( *tears*
just today ive cried like 4 times... for just thinking about my life... and no one even noticed....what the hell is that? does anyone even notice im alive?
i can't wait till school ends, ill spend time with the people i TRULY like to be around, people who make me laugh and i enjoy spending time with evne if its like 1 a month. Love you guys SOOO much...Atena,Roza,Shaian,Nick,Nasim and man o man have i been so bitchy to them... sorry guys!
well saturday i get to see them its like a inbetween engagement and wedding party thing... which i get to wear my new dress=D
WHICH REMINDS ME
i got two new dresses!! AND SHOES!! lool yea ill put pictures up .. i dont feel like explaining them...and my shoes well their black lmao and really high so i have to practise walking in them=P
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well we had a desk cahnge today and as much as i begged mr.wolkoff to not get my test signed he didnt agree=(!!! ahhhh im soo mad he wants me to diee!! WAHHHHH!
yea it was pretty boring me and janahan drove him nuts today... it was funny
ahaha olivia,cassie and emily-- did he just say " do u think shes pretty?"
LMAO!! ahah and mme.kondro slapped him lmao... not in the face unfortunately but on the shoulder ahahah it was quite funny
so yea thats my day... and i got to go do homework so ill type more later!
take care!<3 luv ya all!
ever since my last blog and everything that happened ive jst been really stressed and im sorry to alot of the people out there, who mght've gotten offended by what i said...because i didn't mean all and i was just really feeling useless and not worthy of living....so sorry for saying "all"
what didn't make it any better was some of my closest friends or just everday friends didnt even give two shits about what was happening to me...didnt even ask whats wrong, when they knew somethings wrong... and only 3 people managed to ask what was wrong--thx Siindy&Lauren&Roza
everything was pretty messed up for me... and i dont even know what happened, i have like memory loss now or sumthing=P i dont remember anything lie what i wore on monday... its prettty sad & i just dont know what to do... and no one understands what i go through or cares at all so what am i supposed to do?
im having a horrible 3rd term... everythings going down im definitely not making the honor roll....=( *tears*
just today ive cried like 4 times... for just thinking about my life... and no one even noticed....what the hell is that? does anyone even notice im alive?
i can't wait till school ends, ill spend time with the people i TRULY like to be around, people who make me laugh and i enjoy spending time with evne if its like 1 a month. Love you guys SOOO much...Atena,Roza,Shaian,Nick,Nasim and man o man have i been so bitchy to them... sorry guys!
well saturday i get to see them its like a inbetween engagement and wedding party thing... which i get to wear my new dress=D
WHICH REMINDS ME
i got two new dresses!! AND SHOES!! lool yea ill put pictures up .. i dont feel like explaining them...and my shoes well their black lmao and really high so i have to practise walking in them=P
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well we had a desk cahnge today and as much as i begged mr.wolkoff to not get my test signed he didnt agree=(!!! ahhhh im soo mad he wants me to diee!! WAHHHHH!
yea it was pretty boring me and janahan drove him nuts today... it was funny
ahaha olivia,cassie and emily-- did he just say " do u think shes pretty?"
LMAO!! ahah and mme.kondro slapped him lmao... not in the face unfortunately but on the shoulder ahahah it was quite funny
so yea thats my day... and i got to go do homework so ill type more later!
take care!<3 luv ya all!