Am i a man-hater?
We all sat around the kitchen table talking to Hannah whose boyfriend of six-years has been cheating on her while we've been at uni...so then Lexi said something along the lines
'Oh Sanaa's great to be around after you've broken up with your boyfriend'
I said ' What do you mean by that?'
Lexi 'Oh nothing bad it's just your man-hating ways, you're independant, you never rely on men, you have men-hating music etc'
I laughed and i said 'I'm not a man-hater i just don't trust men. It's something that i learnt from a young age. Things i saw in my family. My father was never reliable and still isnt, My aunt's husband is fucking useless, you're better off relying on british weather than relying on him and it's just things like that.'
So after everyone had gone i was lying on my bed thinking and i asked myself am i a man-hater? and this is where everything went wrong. I actually realised i wasn't. Ok i am a little but really im not. I fall in too deep and way too fast in relationships,I'm a hopeless romantic, i crave for the fairytale life but after all this i still dont rely and trust men....so what the hell am i?
'Oh Sanaa's great to be around after you've broken up with your boyfriend'
I said ' What do you mean by that?'
Lexi 'Oh nothing bad it's just your man-hating ways, you're independant, you never rely on men, you have men-hating music etc'
I laughed and i said 'I'm not a man-hater i just don't trust men. It's something that i learnt from a young age. Things i saw in my family. My father was never reliable and still isnt, My aunt's husband is fucking useless, you're better off relying on british weather than relying on him and it's just things like that.'
So after everyone had gone i was lying on my bed thinking and i asked myself am i a man-hater? and this is where everything went wrong. I actually realised i wasn't. Ok i am a little but really im not. I fall in too deep and way too fast in relationships,I'm a hopeless romantic, i crave for the fairytale life but after all this i still dont rely and trust men....so what the hell am i?