Ouch.

[san_wolf_girl]

I believe it has finally happened. It's ended. Oh...and how it hurts. I really need to forget where the heart is. Fabio was lecturing me...and I blew up on him. I told him all these things I never meant and I ended this fairy tale. And its my fault...I can't believe it. Everywhere else everyone else is falling in love or has a boyfriend and here I am...crying over something I destroyed. I can't believe it.
Here's the conversation..feel free to flame me. I'm flaming myself right now.
Me: .Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now
He's the same as the last conversation.

(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
i will always be ur friend
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
...
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
u dont want to be my friend?
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
if you ever cared you would know I'm tired of dying.
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
stephanie
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
iam not a good boyfriend
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
and iam even there to hold u were ur down
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
not*
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
i cant kiss ur tears
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
but...
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
:'(
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
but what?
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
you've at least gave me something for the pain,
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
dont u want someone u can hold
(^~QibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
ur -- iam --
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
i don't need you to tell me what to do
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
i know how to count
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
you dont have to break me everytime i feel good, okay?
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
:(
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
i don't need anyone,
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
and i'm pretty sure you're not going to help me...at all.
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
iam just some guy steph
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
you're right,
.Broken.This.Fragile.Thing.Now. says:
you're as helpful as a brain tumor
(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:

(^~OibafeuQinruob~^)Lonely Space Flower says:
goodbye

And for the last half hour I've been trying to tell him I'm sorry. I'm such a stupid, idiotic, asshole. Its all my fault. I shoudl have never said any of those things to him. I feel like such an idiot.
Excuse me while I now go to my bed and soak up a pillow with my tears.