I'm so ready to give up on all of it
Okay, I haven't updated in months, since around christmas I think. I don't know why I am now but I just feel like getting this all out.
LIFE SUCKS
I wake up but I can't find a reason to gt out of bed. Two of my closest friends are gone, school absolutly sucks, my life is empty and meaningless, and everything is falling down around me. The only thing that pulls me out of bed is the thought of seeing Todd. I hate being at school, I hate putting up with people , and I hate putting up with people at school.
Todd's ex girlfriend won't leave us alone, and she's a freaking skitso! If you haven't herd out Valentines day then just ask someone (it's a very interesting story).
I can't get away from this, and every day it's getting harder and harder to fake it, even around Todd. I'm thinking maybe it's time to go see a shrink and get something for this, but then again, I hate to give up, I've been fighting this for so long, and I hate to give in now. But I don't know if I can control it anymore.
Danny I miss you so much. I miss you so so so sooo sooooo much! Please, please try to be happy, but don't do anything stupid. I don't want to miss you forever.
LIFE SUCKS
I wake up but I can't find a reason to gt out of bed. Two of my closest friends are gone, school absolutly sucks, my life is empty and meaningless, and everything is falling down around me. The only thing that pulls me out of bed is the thought of seeing Todd. I hate being at school, I hate putting up with people , and I hate putting up with people at school.
Todd's ex girlfriend won't leave us alone, and she's a freaking skitso! If you haven't herd out Valentines day then just ask someone (it's a very interesting story).
I can't get away from this, and every day it's getting harder and harder to fake it, even around Todd. I'm thinking maybe it's time to go see a shrink and get something for this, but then again, I hate to give up, I've been fighting this for so long, and I hate to give in now. But I don't know if I can control it anymore.
Danny I miss you so much. I miss you so so so sooo sooooo much! Please, please try to be happy, but don't do anything stupid. I don't want to miss you forever.