up again
i am awake at 3 in the morning, don't ask me why. i slept. i woke up. i am doomed. i hate insomnia goddamnit. i'm apparently not logged in on this damn mac client which i should be 'cuz i totally have the right pw and login name, dammit.
my feelings are slightly torn right now. i'm thinking that not too many people understand me at the moment. maybe my brain is too complex, maybe i think too much, maybe i'm just broken. well, i don't feel broken, but i feel like the "walking wounded" to quote the song i'm listening to. ahh well..
today the chiropractor is coming to work on kenny and waltz at 11'30 am. should be fun since neither of them has ever had it done. ugh.. and i miss my family. def miss my family. my grandmother is doing better, but not "well" and i want to go see her, but i have the horses. its a crazy life that i've made myself, but crazy is what i need. crazy is the norm for me. having horses, riding, teaching, spending random time with my friends, playing WoW, doing whatever the fuck i want.
oh yes..if i say it, i mean it, if you text it, i'll delete it. lol.
my feelings are slightly torn right now. i'm thinking that not too many people understand me at the moment. maybe my brain is too complex, maybe i think too much, maybe i'm just broken. well, i don't feel broken, but i feel like the "walking wounded" to quote the song i'm listening to. ahh well..
today the chiropractor is coming to work on kenny and waltz at 11'30 am. should be fun since neither of them has ever had it done. ugh.. and i miss my family. def miss my family. my grandmother is doing better, but not "well" and i want to go see her, but i have the horses. its a crazy life that i've made myself, but crazy is what i need. crazy is the norm for me. having horses, riding, teaching, spending random time with my friends, playing WoW, doing whatever the fuck i want.
oh yes..if i say it, i mean it, if you text it, i'll delete it. lol.