Resolutions for the New Year
Tardy to the party but jumping on board. Here are my resolutions-plans for the next year:
a) complete my exchange year, continue to have a blast, and keep loving my life.
b) begin working on this epic idea I have for a novel. I am terrified of starting being I never finish anything and I am not all that great of a writer. But I hope I can do it. This idea . . . it is so planted in my brain . . . it simply will not leave.
c) when I return home: get a job. A good job. Perhaps two jobs and start saving money for college life.
d) keep losing weight or, simply, just do not gain it back. I take the bus to school with my new host family and they eat a TON so I am, rightfully, scared. Heeeellloooo crunches.
e) i want to become, simply, a better person. I have this tendency to be selfish . . . but in this really sneaky way. As in, tons of people seem to think I am the nicest person in the work but . . . secretely I can be totally selfish and obsessed with myself. it aint good.
and that is it. i may add more.