Huh... how 'bout that...
So, I guess I don't really know how to say how I've been feeling lately.
I have been a little up and down I guess.
I'm not battling with full-on depression like I used to, but I'm still facing a lot of road blocks on my path to success and happiness. I'm getting frustrated I guess, though I'm not sure that's the right word for it.
I have felt a little down lately, to be honest, hopeful, but down. Almost like there's a shadow cast over my aspirations.
There's some other stuff, I've been wanting to talk to someone about, but I don't really know who to talk to. I don't really want to go into therapy again, I can't afford it, even though that would probably make the most sense. It feels strange to be considering therapy when I'm not really depressed, I also worry that as someone trying to get a degree in GIVING therapy that somehow the idea of me being in it is unacceptable. Like I'm supposed to be all fixed before I try to help fix others.
I don't know, there's a chance that a therapist really isn't the right person to talk to about a lot of this stuff anyway, but again, I don't really know who to talk to about it.
At least it's not like things were for me when I was still trying to figure out my sexuality. Ah well, life is still better than it has been for me, even if things seem a little dark and gloomy at the moment. I'm sure I'll get better, or at least get better at hiding it *chuckles*
Thanks for reading.
I have been a little up and down I guess.
I'm not battling with full-on depression like I used to, but I'm still facing a lot of road blocks on my path to success and happiness. I'm getting frustrated I guess, though I'm not sure that's the right word for it.
I have felt a little down lately, to be honest, hopeful, but down. Almost like there's a shadow cast over my aspirations.
There's some other stuff, I've been wanting to talk to someone about, but I don't really know who to talk to. I don't really want to go into therapy again, I can't afford it, even though that would probably make the most sense. It feels strange to be considering therapy when I'm not really depressed, I also worry that as someone trying to get a degree in GIVING therapy that somehow the idea of me being in it is unacceptable. Like I'm supposed to be all fixed before I try to help fix others.
I don't know, there's a chance that a therapist really isn't the right person to talk to about a lot of this stuff anyway, but again, I don't really know who to talk to about it.
At least it's not like things were for me when I was still trying to figure out my sexuality. Ah well, life is still better than it has been for me, even if things seem a little dark and gloomy at the moment. I'm sure I'll get better, or at least get better at hiding it *chuckles*
Thanks for reading.