D'espairsRay!! Human-clad Monster! ^_^
At first I finally got to know about D'espairsRay coming to Europe ON TIME xP and immediately through internet, I ordered tickets for my friend (Aya-chan), my sister and me!!! It was sooo unreaaaall! I was sooo happy! feeling like screaming all week xD
legendary Despa is commming! so close! Hizumi, Karyu, Tsukasa, Zero..I will see and hear them for reall?!!?!? yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy ^_^ I keep thinking about it alllll month before concert!
I had a problem with money so I was working with my friend to get enough for concert and train, I told myself that I will do anything, just to go ^.^
and finalllyyyy one week before concert in Budapest! I suddenly found, on some site, that Hizumi have problems with his voice and that all members will take a break untill Hizumi recovers...awwww it was really shocking..x(
I was in doubt that they will cancel concerts in Europe..and if not, how Hizumi could sing....
then I saw videos from concert in Poland and I was like 'wooow they are amazing! even if vocalist have problems they performed soooo great!'' can't wait for Budapest! :D
last day was soooo in hurry and rush about preparing for a concert xP
before that day, I met through internet, a few girls from Serbia, they were also going to concert and we agreed to meet at the train xD
and yayyyyyyyy finally! at midnight we got to the train^^
we were so excited that we really couldn't sleep! and on the train we meet the girls (Nika, Sophie, Katty, Ana, Yuuki-chan), they are amazing and friendly, I am really glad that I meet them^^, all thanks to Despa <3 we were all night talking about jrock, anime, japanes and koreans bishounens...
and in the morning we got there..Budapest^^.. I was there before so it wasn't unknown for me xP..we immediately got information about our train and time when we must arrive on the train station..
outside was really cold and blew a strong cold wind O.o so we waited for MacD to open so we can rest properly..after all mess and rest we walked through the center where we saw a tourist group from Japan *o* nyaaa they were old but nyaaa we were *stalking* them saying that they could make us aware of their childrens xD LOL ^_^
after taking of pictures in front of some monuments, we decided to split up, and I with my sister and Aya-chan went to search for japanese shop that I found on internet so we can finalllyy bought manyyy anime/manga jrock/pop stuff XD
we was searching for about 1-2 hours and we even bought the map of the city O.O and finally when we reach that little place secretly trown in one little street..*o*..
wahhhhhh so many posters Miyavi, Despa, Diru, Gazze, Gaku, Versailles, T-shirts bloks, badges, albums, books, ,mangas, cosplays, key-rings, cups...**o** wahhh we were there about 3 hours, and like maniacs watching and searching and buyig.. it was really cheap so we could get much and shop assistants were really great helping us to choise) we went out from j shop lucky, happy, exhausted, with 4 full bags ^^
now we were reaaaaady for Human-clad Monster showww :D
we were walking by map (by that time Aya-chan was feeling unwell because she didn't sleep at all one week, she was on graduating excursion, so I worried a little, we didn't hurry )...
Place reached!!! we were in front of the club and on the roof was one huge flag with D'espairsRay tour name written name on it *o*
wahhhhhh it was soooooo much people O.o someone was waiting from the morning...I couldn't belive.. ''I am standing here, and only a couple hours are left..'' *o*
there was a little mess about places, because Hungarian girls wanted to be first even they arrived later but all was resolved) I found others, they were really close to enter xD there we met with Chroatian and Polish Despa fans so we waited together outside! I must say a greattt THANKS to Nika-chan's father who was going all the way with us and watching our stuffs when we was at concert, really great person! =)
18 hours..we were countdown seconds xD 3,2,1...and.....finallllllllly we can enter!! *o*
I immediately went to see stuff, I borrowed a few euros from one girl from Chroatia, and I am really thankfull to her, I could bought badges, they are sooooo beautifull <3
one (Zero) I gave Aya-chan (he is her obsession^^), the other two with signs which are missed, I gave my friend who couldn't come to concert..)
Aya-chan with my sister they wanted to rest before concert, so they were sitting on 'balcon' place on the top of the club (don't know how to describe xP)..
I went down, right in front of the stage..I was on the left side when some girls begin screaming, I thought they were going to show up, but it was a stuff memeber who step on the stage to check out instruments and all..he was really handsome xD
a few minutes later again crowd started to scream, I didn't know what was happening, but Aya-chan told me when she come to my place, that Zero (bassist) was showing up a few times and again hiding in rest room..O.o haha he is soooo kawai and crazy <3
and Finally the lights were off, and they went on the stage..*..* they were.... soo unreall, soo powerfull and yet sooo elegant, and yet soo freee and carefull! It was unbelivable feeling when I saw them staying on the stage a few metres from me and..awwww...
First song started xD
It was BORN (I think xp I was too shocked to remmember first 2 songs..)
Hizumi's voice was soo powerfull and beautifull! He sang amazingly great.. he was jumping and singing and screaming, growling..!!
when LOVE IS DEAD started it was like wahhhh we allmost all were singing, and dancing! Karyu was dancing on the stage with his guitar and Zero was smilling at us with his charming glare! Hizumi was soo into it ''Love is Dead la la la la Love is Dead..''
how could he? soo tinny and in 32th years..I was surprised how they are lively and hyperactive all time and singing and playing..it wass soo unbelivable, you just couldn't stand and start jumping and singing with them!^.^ Atmosphere was great!
''Once inffection, twice addiction...'' xD
Song after song..Devil's Parade, FALLING, Finall call, MAZE, WEDICINE, Progress...*...*
even if we were tired wallking around all day and not sleeping we didn't care, actually we didn't feel that..O.o
you just haven't time to feel something other from fun, happiness, music, them...Aya-chan forget about her illness and was jumping and singing like a crazy! as me my sister and other girls there!
they were soo carefree you could see they were really enjoying singing and playing for us, so we were more into..!
Human-clad Monster <3 one of my favourites from new album..he started to sing *.* it was so beautifull and great! Karyu was dancing and jumping while playing guitar, it was soo strange that he could play perfectly and still jumping and sharing with us all time *..* Zero was into his world off bass and music xD in a few moments tourning to us and smilling soo cute ^_^ I am angry because we couldn't see Tsukasa behind the drumms x( the lights were standing that we could not see Tsukasa ;(( but nevermind we heard him! his playing drumms was soo awwww! soo powerfull and ellegant with some dose of carefree feelling))
DEATH POINT!!! wahhh death point death point death point! we keep singing and jumping! It was soo crazyy good and fun and we all soo enjoyed when this song started! soo reffreshing! Hizumiii <3 <3
and bells..?..!! finnally my favourite from new DOPE!! *.* awwwww I was on heaven xD he sang it soo mysticlly and ellegantly ..great great! it was best than on album (>.<) ..
"MONDAY nari yamanai kyuukai no kane no oto....TUESDAY taiyou ga kuroku somatte yuku...mahi suru itami afureru kanjou wo osae kami..'' <3<3
then lights were off, sillently started drumms with gently rythmic melody..then Hizumi's gentle voice..awwwww it was ..**..** soo owerfllowing so emotionly.. ABYSS..it wa sooo nice! we were rising our hands with the tackt and Tsukasa's drums, when Zero's bass was playing heartfull melody with Karyu's guitar..it was magicaly beautifull, when blue lights were on and Hizumi silently standing on stage just staring at us with closed eyes, and singing with soo much emotions and powerfull voice))
Then they were taking a break..we were still on heaven xD just waiting them to come back and sing more, sreaming Despa, D'espairsRay...
then again! wahhh they started REEDEMER!!! legend from their songs! awww soo great atmosphere! "Screaming out your emotions! ima toki hanate your mind, screaming out your emotions! arifureta mirai wo break out! ...kodoku na kono sekai ha kimi no koe wo matteiru, sonzai wo, sono imi wo sakebe" all were singing! it was sooo goood!
Suddenly I saw one girl breaking bodyguards attention, and when Hizumi was close to the end of the stage singing at us, she jumped on the stage to catch Hizumi..O.o but bodyguard stopped her when she reached the last cm! and throw her to the crowd..O.o I was wonderring who that crazy girl was..but it was one of our girls Yuuki xD she said that she had such big desire to touch Hizumi so she didn't realise when she got to the stage xDD nyahhh I wanted that too! *.*
and Hizumi when he saw her, he was smilling! soo beautifulll and kawaiiiiiii smilllllee!! awww *.* I fall in love!
He raised hand and showed in her way, and pick with eye xD then he turn and goes to the other corner of stage..it was really funny xD
then unusually (I didn't expect) they started MARRY OF THE BLOOD! it's my favouriteeeee! I was soo lucky when I hear that! bells, Hizumi's voice, Karyu's guitar, Tsukasa's drumms, Zero's bass.."Marry you beautiful creature.." awwwww perfect!
TRICKSTAR, HOLLOW, in vain, abel to cain, MaVeRicK... then CLOSER TO IDEAL!!!! wahhhhhh we were alll waiting for this song!!! just dance jump sing rise hands untill you break out! xD it was soo much funn! and enjoyment!
"[myself under control] hakidasareta tameiki to -sayonara- kankaku nibutta atsui yoru ni... " awwwwwwwwwwwwww ***
and suddenly...
MIRROR!!!!! I was about to got infarct! xD hearth diesase xD most of my favourite songs they played! I didn't expect to everyone singing this song! O.o it was soo great feeling! we are were jumping and singing! Hizumi was giving microphone to us in some parts and Karyu was rising his hands and guitar to us! Zero was dancing and replacing with Karyu! it was brilliant!
"why don't you break the mirror, just what you need now! honnou ga motometeru, Why don't you break the mirror , just what you neew now! semete hikari abi hajikete "... those were magic moments!
I don't know exactly when but in one moment, Karyu throwed his guitar pick at us! **..** One girl catched it! then one bodyguard throwed her arm (I dunno why?? O.o) so she lost it! I saw pick on the floor, and before bodyguard realised it I picked it and put it in the pocket! xD I was soooooo lucky!!! awww Karyu was putting this guitar pick in his mouth and throwwing at us xD it's sooo beautifull guitar pick!
GARNET ..nyaaaaa !!!!!! best best song their firstly song and yet the top! we were all singing! it was such feelling! Hizumi jumped on the big speaker at my side xD he was taking our hands! *.* then Karyu was like a jumping into us xD
"taema nai netsubyou ni hidokku na sarete iru nemurenai senritsu {Save me from the dark..}.fuantei na kodou chishiryou ni mitanai kairaku to kaihou ..[belived in you]....." then he begin last part "na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na" it was soooo beautifull! his voice was sooo beautifull and powerfull but still emotionless till the end! I didn't belive he will stand that till the end even with his illness..(>..<)
and FORBIDDEN! I can't describe how much feeling, emotions, fun, and I don't have a word to tell how we feel in that moment! ALL were singing! I say all because really we ALL was singing! ALL were know the words and song! and it was magicaly really really wonderfull! such great mode! we all were enjoying! Hizumi, Karyu, Zero, Tsukasa! wahhhhhhhhh really amazzzzzzzzing!
"Days, all pain, doko made ikeru? waku wo koete, tada kowagarazu ni tsuzuke...kami no otoshiko..........Give me your suffering and sorrow voice, all this bitching and be moaning munashisa ga kakikiesareteiku kai? Give me your hatred and essence all this bitching and be moaning, 'aa..sabite tokeru downwards'"
..after we were still screaming ! wanted them to sing more ..xP....
then someone from the crowd throw one big blanket with their name and signatures of us, Hizumi put that blanket on himself and jumped again on the speaker so we could shake hands with him! than he give blanket to Karyu so he too was on speaker to prize with us foolling around! xD Zero was like some model sitting on the speaker and throwing watter at us xD it was just awwwwwwww <3
Hizumi was talking on english and japanese! Said it was awesome show! That he is really enjoyed singing with us and that they will come back for sure! ^___^
then others started to fooll around with us till Tsukasa goes behind his drumms xD but he only showed up, shaked hands with a couple of them and throwed drummsticks..*.* then he elegantly turned around and goes to the rest room ..x( awwwww I didn't have a time to look at him properly T.T
about 3 minutes we were still screaming "D'espairsRay" and then....it become battlefield among the girls O.o...^_^ some were searching for guitar pick and those who catched drummstick they were just sitting on the floor and not quiting holding it xD it was kind of funny xP
but I got my guitar pick xD
Then we couldn't wait for them to exit..we were in hurry for the train ..so we went x(
then we got on metro..it was like a dreamland..eveyone was just imagining the concert...we still didn't quit from it xD when we arrived at the train station the train was late X.x I was soo angry that we could be more longer there (<.>)..
later..nyah..I don't want to speak about us dreaming in the train and missing station so we were waiting for another train 5 hours and...nyah it was just blah..xP
Still home..and still didn't realised that it's over..O.o..I am just glad that I got there that I see them that I hear them! It was unbelivebaly magicaly amazing! I listened every day their songs! just soo addicted to them! and new album MONSTER..I didn't like it so much in the start, just 2 songs..and after concert..xD it's my FAVOURITE ALBUM FROM THEM NOW! They showed us what they wanted to tell with those songs, and they showed that to us perfectly great! so every song is just awwwww... <3
still rememberring the concert..and really really when they come back I am in the first row!! xD
D'ESPAIRSRAY!!!! 4EVER! THANK YOU FOR GREAT SHOW AND MUSIC YOU GIVE US!!!! we would always 'closer to ideal' with you!! ^_^
legendary Despa is commming! so close! Hizumi, Karyu, Tsukasa, Zero..I will see and hear them for reall?!!?!? yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy ^_^ I keep thinking about it alllll month before concert!
I had a problem with money so I was working with my friend to get enough for concert and train, I told myself that I will do anything, just to go ^.^
and finalllyyyy one week before concert in Budapest! I suddenly found, on some site, that Hizumi have problems with his voice and that all members will take a break untill Hizumi recovers...awwww it was really shocking..x(
I was in doubt that they will cancel concerts in Europe..and if not, how Hizumi could sing....
then I saw videos from concert in Poland and I was like 'wooow they are amazing! even if vocalist have problems they performed soooo great!'' can't wait for Budapest! :D
last day was soooo in hurry and rush about preparing for a concert xP
before that day, I met through internet, a few girls from Serbia, they were also going to concert and we agreed to meet at the train xD
and yayyyyyyyy finally! at midnight we got to the train^^
we were so excited that we really couldn't sleep! and on the train we meet the girls (Nika, Sophie, Katty, Ana, Yuuki-chan), they are amazing and friendly, I am really glad that I meet them^^, all thanks to Despa <3 we were all night talking about jrock, anime, japanes and koreans bishounens...
and in the morning we got there..Budapest^^.. I was there before so it wasn't unknown for me xP..we immediately got information about our train and time when we must arrive on the train station..
outside was really cold and blew a strong cold wind O.o so we waited for MacD to open so we can rest properly..after all mess and rest we walked through the center where we saw a tourist group from Japan *o* nyaaa they were old but nyaaa we were *stalking* them saying that they could make us aware of their childrens xD LOL ^_^
after taking of pictures in front of some monuments, we decided to split up, and I with my sister and Aya-chan went to search for japanese shop that I found on internet so we can finalllyy bought manyyy anime/manga jrock/pop stuff XD
we was searching for about 1-2 hours and we even bought the map of the city O.O and finally when we reach that little place secretly trown in one little street..*o*..
wahhhhhh so many posters Miyavi, Despa, Diru, Gazze, Gaku, Versailles, T-shirts bloks, badges, albums, books, ,mangas, cosplays, key-rings, cups...**o** wahhh we were there about 3 hours, and like maniacs watching and searching and buyig.. it was really cheap so we could get much and shop assistants were really great helping us to choise) we went out from j shop lucky, happy, exhausted, with 4 full bags ^^
now we were reaaaaady for Human-clad Monster showww :D
we were walking by map (by that time Aya-chan was feeling unwell because she didn't sleep at all one week, she was on graduating excursion, so I worried a little, we didn't hurry )...
Place reached!!! we were in front of the club and on the roof was one huge flag with D'espairsRay tour name written name on it *o*
wahhhhhh it was soooooo much people O.o someone was waiting from the morning...I couldn't belive.. ''I am standing here, and only a couple hours are left..'' *o*
there was a little mess about places, because Hungarian girls wanted to be first even they arrived later but all was resolved) I found others, they were really close to enter xD there we met with Chroatian and Polish Despa fans so we waited together outside! I must say a greattt THANKS to Nika-chan's father who was going all the way with us and watching our stuffs when we was at concert, really great person! =)
18 hours..we were countdown seconds xD 3,2,1...and.....finallllllllly we can enter!! *o*
I immediately went to see stuff, I borrowed a few euros from one girl from Chroatia, and I am really thankfull to her, I could bought badges, they are sooooo beautifull <3
one (Zero) I gave Aya-chan (he is her obsession^^), the other two with signs which are missed, I gave my friend who couldn't come to concert..)
Aya-chan with my sister they wanted to rest before concert, so they were sitting on 'balcon' place on the top of the club (don't know how to describe xP)..
I went down, right in front of the stage..I was on the left side when some girls begin screaming, I thought they were going to show up, but it was a stuff memeber who step on the stage to check out instruments and all..he was really handsome xD
a few minutes later again crowd started to scream, I didn't know what was happening, but Aya-chan told me when she come to my place, that Zero (bassist) was showing up a few times and again hiding in rest room..O.o haha he is soooo kawai and crazy <3
and Finally the lights were off, and they went on the stage..*..* they were.... soo unreall, soo powerfull and yet sooo elegant, and yet soo freee and carefull! It was unbelivable feeling when I saw them staying on the stage a few metres from me and..awwww...
First song started xD
It was BORN (I think xp I was too shocked to remmember first 2 songs..)
Hizumi's voice was soo powerfull and beautifull! He sang amazingly great.. he was jumping and singing and screaming, growling..!!
when LOVE IS DEAD started it was like wahhhh we allmost all were singing, and dancing! Karyu was dancing on the stage with his guitar and Zero was smilling at us with his charming glare! Hizumi was soo into it ''Love is Dead la la la la Love is Dead..''
how could he? soo tinny and in 32th years..I was surprised how they are lively and hyperactive all time and singing and playing..it wass soo unbelivable, you just couldn't stand and start jumping and singing with them!^.^ Atmosphere was great!
''Once inffection, twice addiction...'' xD
Song after song..Devil's Parade, FALLING, Finall call, MAZE, WEDICINE, Progress...*...*
even if we were tired wallking around all day and not sleeping we didn't care, actually we didn't feel that..O.o
you just haven't time to feel something other from fun, happiness, music, them...Aya-chan forget about her illness and was jumping and singing like a crazy! as me my sister and other girls there!
they were soo carefree you could see they were really enjoying singing and playing for us, so we were more into..!
Human-clad Monster <3 one of my favourites from new album..he started to sing *.* it was so beautifull and great! Karyu was dancing and jumping while playing guitar, it was soo strange that he could play perfectly and still jumping and sharing with us all time *..* Zero was into his world off bass and music xD in a few moments tourning to us and smilling soo cute ^_^ I am angry because we couldn't see Tsukasa behind the drumms x( the lights were standing that we could not see Tsukasa ;(( but nevermind we heard him! his playing drumms was soo awwww! soo powerfull and ellegant with some dose of carefree feelling))
DEATH POINT!!! wahhh death point death point death point! we keep singing and jumping! It was soo crazyy good and fun and we all soo enjoyed when this song started! soo reffreshing! Hizumiii <3 <3
and bells..?..!! finnally my favourite from new DOPE!! *.* awwwww I was on heaven xD he sang it soo mysticlly and ellegantly ..great great! it was best than on album (>.<) ..
"MONDAY nari yamanai kyuukai no kane no oto....TUESDAY taiyou ga kuroku somatte yuku...mahi suru itami afureru kanjou wo osae kami..'' <3<3
then lights were off, sillently started drumms with gently rythmic melody..then Hizumi's gentle voice..awwwww it was ..**..** soo owerfllowing so emotionly.. ABYSS..it wa sooo nice! we were rising our hands with the tackt and Tsukasa's drums, when Zero's bass was playing heartfull melody with Karyu's guitar..it was magicaly beautifull, when blue lights were on and Hizumi silently standing on stage just staring at us with closed eyes, and singing with soo much emotions and powerfull voice))
Then they were taking a break..we were still on heaven xD just waiting them to come back and sing more, sreaming Despa, D'espairsRay...
then again! wahhh they started REEDEMER!!! legend from their songs! awww soo great atmosphere! "Screaming out your emotions! ima toki hanate your mind, screaming out your emotions! arifureta mirai wo break out! ...kodoku na kono sekai ha kimi no koe wo matteiru, sonzai wo, sono imi wo sakebe" all were singing! it was sooo goood!
Suddenly I saw one girl breaking bodyguards attention, and when Hizumi was close to the end of the stage singing at us, she jumped on the stage to catch Hizumi..O.o but bodyguard stopped her when she reached the last cm! and throw her to the crowd..O.o I was wonderring who that crazy girl was..but it was one of our girls Yuuki xD she said that she had such big desire to touch Hizumi so she didn't realise when she got to the stage xDD nyahhh I wanted that too! *.*
and Hizumi when he saw her, he was smilling! soo beautifulll and kawaiiiiiii smilllllee!! awww *.* I fall in love!
He raised hand and showed in her way, and pick with eye xD then he turn and goes to the other corner of stage..it was really funny xD
then unusually (I didn't expect) they started MARRY OF THE BLOOD! it's my favouriteeeee! I was soo lucky when I hear that! bells, Hizumi's voice, Karyu's guitar, Tsukasa's drumms, Zero's bass.."Marry you beautiful creature.." awwwww perfect!
TRICKSTAR, HOLLOW, in vain, abel to cain, MaVeRicK... then CLOSER TO IDEAL!!!! wahhhhhh we were alll waiting for this song!!! just dance jump sing rise hands untill you break out! xD it was soo much funn! and enjoyment!
"[myself under control] hakidasareta tameiki to -sayonara- kankaku nibutta atsui yoru ni... " awwwwwwwwwwwwww ***
and suddenly...
MIRROR!!!!! I was about to got infarct! xD hearth diesase xD most of my favourite songs they played! I didn't expect to everyone singing this song! O.o it was soo great feeling! we are were jumping and singing! Hizumi was giving microphone to us in some parts and Karyu was rising his hands and guitar to us! Zero was dancing and replacing with Karyu! it was brilliant!
"why don't you break the mirror, just what you need now! honnou ga motometeru, Why don't you break the mirror , just what you neew now! semete hikari abi hajikete "... those were magic moments!
I don't know exactly when but in one moment, Karyu throwed his guitar pick at us! **..** One girl catched it! then one bodyguard throwed her arm (I dunno why?? O.o) so she lost it! I saw pick on the floor, and before bodyguard realised it I picked it and put it in the pocket! xD I was soooooo lucky!!! awww Karyu was putting this guitar pick in his mouth and throwwing at us xD it's sooo beautifull guitar pick!
GARNET ..nyaaaaa !!!!!! best best song their firstly song and yet the top! we were all singing! it was such feelling! Hizumi jumped on the big speaker at my side xD he was taking our hands! *.* then Karyu was like a jumping into us xD
"taema nai netsubyou ni hidokku na sarete iru nemurenai senritsu {Save me from the dark..}.fuantei na kodou chishiryou ni mitanai kairaku to kaihou ..[belived in you]....." then he begin last part "na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na" it was soooo beautifull! his voice was sooo beautifull and powerfull but still emotionless till the end! I didn't belive he will stand that till the end even with his illness..(>..<)
and FORBIDDEN! I can't describe how much feeling, emotions, fun, and I don't have a word to tell how we feel in that moment! ALL were singing! I say all because really we ALL was singing! ALL were know the words and song! and it was magicaly really really wonderfull! such great mode! we all were enjoying! Hizumi, Karyu, Zero, Tsukasa! wahhhhhhhhh really amazzzzzzzzing!
"Days, all pain, doko made ikeru? waku wo koete, tada kowagarazu ni tsuzuke...kami no otoshiko..........Give me your suffering and sorrow voice, all this bitching and be moaning munashisa ga kakikiesareteiku kai? Give me your hatred and essence all this bitching and be moaning, 'aa..sabite tokeru downwards'"
..after we were still screaming ! wanted them to sing more ..xP....
then someone from the crowd throw one big blanket with their name and signatures of us, Hizumi put that blanket on himself and jumped again on the speaker so we could shake hands with him! than he give blanket to Karyu so he too was on speaker to prize with us foolling around! xD Zero was like some model sitting on the speaker and throwing watter at us xD it was just awwwwwwww <3
Hizumi was talking on english and japanese! Said it was awesome show! That he is really enjoyed singing with us and that they will come back for sure! ^___^
then others started to fooll around with us till Tsukasa goes behind his drumms xD but he only showed up, shaked hands with a couple of them and throwed drummsticks..*.* then he elegantly turned around and goes to the rest room ..x( awwwww I didn't have a time to look at him properly T.T
about 3 minutes we were still screaming "D'espairsRay" and then....it become battlefield among the girls O.o...^_^ some were searching for guitar pick and those who catched drummstick they were just sitting on the floor and not quiting holding it xD it was kind of funny xP
but I got my guitar pick xD
Then we couldn't wait for them to exit..we were in hurry for the train ..so we went x(
then we got on metro..it was like a dreamland..eveyone was just imagining the concert...we still didn't quit from it xD when we arrived at the train station the train was late X.x I was soo angry that we could be more longer there (<.>)..
later..nyah..I don't want to speak about us dreaming in the train and missing station so we were waiting for another train 5 hours and...nyah it was just blah..xP
Still home..and still didn't realised that it's over..O.o..I am just glad that I got there that I see them that I hear them! It was unbelivebaly magicaly amazing! I listened every day their songs! just soo addicted to them! and new album MONSTER..I didn't like it so much in the start, just 2 songs..and after concert..xD it's my FAVOURITE ALBUM FROM THEM NOW! They showed us what they wanted to tell with those songs, and they showed that to us perfectly great! so every song is just awwwww... <3
still rememberring the concert..and really really when they come back I am in the first row!! xD
D'ESPAIRSRAY!!!! 4EVER! THANK YOU FOR GREAT SHOW AND MUSIC YOU GIVE US!!!! we would always 'closer to ideal' with you!! ^_^