Realization on Both Sides
There had been some serious talking between him and I while being away. Once I told him everything that was in my heart, especially in the way that he treated me recently, he realized how much he screwed up the relationship between us. It turned out that he had been confusing love with work, but he was too stubborn to realize that problem all this time. He really wanted to work things out with me. I did all that I could on my part until that day I wanted to leave.
I'm really happy that he's beginning to understand me at the fullest after we had that discussion. But...I'm still gonna go back to school in Alabama, then come back to Abilene if I do get accepted to AUM. I think it would be no problem though. Damn...if the offer was in Texas instead of being so far away, you know?
I think we'll be okay, as long as we don't fight again. However, it might take a while since I'm still picking up a few bits and pieces of my heart.
I'm really happy that he's beginning to understand me at the fullest after we had that discussion. But...I'm still gonna go back to school in Alabama, then come back to Abilene if I do get accepted to AUM. I think it would be no problem though. Damn...if the offer was in Texas instead of being so far away, you know?
I think we'll be okay, as long as we don't fight again. However, it might take a while since I'm still picking up a few bits and pieces of my heart.