Back to School and Doing Well

Jun 13, 2008 21:31

"When I was young, I used to think that worms were falling from the sky when it was raining. Because the next morning, wake up and there are worms everywhere. So now, every time it rains, I say it worms."

I'm sorry, but I'm afraid that I find that hilarious ^_^

Well, today wasn't exactly the best day in my life, but glad to say that Paulus cheered me up ^_^

For all the annoying people around me, I think I'm blessed to have nice people around too. I like the nice people.

Still... why can't the nice people be girls? I mean, Ria was the first and only one to ask if I was alright. And that was because I was over-dramatising my moodyness.

The sad thing about all the practising I've done for acting, I could try to hide my annoyance, and I'd succeed. No one would know.
It's even more sad that I have to use drama to enhance how I behave so that someone notices.
My only hope is that people notice, but choose to stay silent because they figure I want to be left alone...

... Yeah, I know, wishful thinking.

At least I can't hide it if I'm really in pain. I tried that once and I still got found out (by my mother, bless her). I was very happy that my acting skills couldn't cover it. That someone noticed that I was acting a little unusually. Apparently, I had turned pale. It hurt as well ^_^

You know what? I would really expect a person like myself to have an iron stomach. Unfortunately, I really don't (...but my brother does. If ya want to know the full story, please feel free to ask). I have stomach problems a lot. Especially recently. For more than a month, now.

It's getting my hopes up, you know? That I have some type of serious medical condition which I should have gone to the doctor for, but I'll only manage to get there just in time and I'll be stuck inside a hospital for ages/ it'd be too late to stop me from dying or something. If that'd happen, it'd be like a story, 'ey?

...Still, as much fun as it is, being a brave soldier and experiencing pain (it's an interesting feeling, one must admit), it'd get a little annoying after a while, I guess, aye?

Poor Mr Baxter. Even though I don't really like him, I really do feel sorry for his stomach ulcer. Terrible thing, aye. Must have absolutely killed. Flown to a hospital by helicopter. Desperate time, must have been.

Must end it now, have fun.

Ac
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