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[samuraiknight75]

I feel sick. I want to throw up. something is wrong. but i dont know and may never know. All i know is that someone is very upset and there's nothing i can do. i hate that. listen i just dont "hate" it, it does deeper than that. mental scars. it hurts. back in one of my relationships.... i would get yelled at. she wouldnt tell me the reason why she

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[greenkitty14]

and i swear to God, if you turn this into "i do everything wrong, everything is my fault, no body cares about me" boo hoo bullshit, don't even respond because i'm not gonna give it the time of day. c'mon. you sound like a child. look at things for how they really are. it's ok to be sad and feel down because it's normal, but you constantly put yourself in the victim role of "woe is me, nothing good ever happens, i am the chivalrous underdog". if you were chivalrous and manly you'd make a REAL attempt at fixing things with Jon, even if you think he's in the wrong. it's the right thing and adult thing to do, but you don't even try. quit feeling sorry for yourself. it's tiring and it gets really old.
i will miss you like crazy if/when you leave you ungrateful self-centered bastard. you just need to stop all of this, move on, and deal with life. life has so many downs but we'd never appreciate the good times without them. i will not be happier without you, i will miss you, i love hanging out with you and talking to you. it's great.
but quit going back to the relationships. they were bad, really bad. remember what happened to me? broke my heart. i cried for a year after that. i'm done with the past. as you should be. leave the past in the past. move on and start looking forward, cuz this...it's ridiculous.