hahahahahaha
so the nice guy never wins? well, when all is said and done he may, but is that worth a life of ridicule and depression?
what do i have to offer? other than an iron constitution... i'm not much for looks. and if you look at the times, at society, who what's the guy with the good personality? am i wasting my time?
if there was a "mood" for delirious on this i would use that.
i need a drink. many drinks. being 21 will be nice, i'll be able to drink away all my problems, well, send them to tomorrow. is that really what the "nice guy" would do? well, he's not hurting anyone.
I try so hard and try my best to be the "good guy", but really, where has that gotten me?
who wants me? who wants the nice guy? no one. i've got a task for you, dont worry, you dont even need to get up, just think. think of a "good girl" who want's a "good guy". coming up blank right? cause there's no one. and the "nice girls" that are out there arent interested in me.
i'm so alone. and not just in the relationship way. i'm always at home or work or school, with plenty of free time. sure i go running with the guys from work once a week, but i've noticed that i've changed. i was once a kid who didnt mind spending all of his free time alone. now as on on the brim of becoming an adult, i'm seeking companionship. friends that i can really count on.
people dont notice the nice guy. i dont stand out in a crowd. i'm the one you'd think you need to keep away from. quiet... long hair.... looks angry (as i've been told). but that's just who i am. changing that would be like rewriting my DNA.
time for sleep. i open tomorrow. another day, another miserable 24hrs.
what do i have to offer? other than an iron constitution... i'm not much for looks. and if you look at the times, at society, who what's the guy with the good personality? am i wasting my time?
if there was a "mood" for delirious on this i would use that.
i need a drink. many drinks. being 21 will be nice, i'll be able to drink away all my problems, well, send them to tomorrow. is that really what the "nice guy" would do? well, he's not hurting anyone.
I try so hard and try my best to be the "good guy", but really, where has that gotten me?
who wants me? who wants the nice guy? no one. i've got a task for you, dont worry, you dont even need to get up, just think. think of a "good girl" who want's a "good guy". coming up blank right? cause there's no one. and the "nice girls" that are out there arent interested in me.
i'm so alone. and not just in the relationship way. i'm always at home or work or school, with plenty of free time. sure i go running with the guys from work once a week, but i've noticed that i've changed. i was once a kid who didnt mind spending all of his free time alone. now as on on the brim of becoming an adult, i'm seeking companionship. friends that i can really count on.
people dont notice the nice guy. i dont stand out in a crowd. i'm the one you'd think you need to keep away from. quiet... long hair.... looks angry (as i've been told). but that's just who i am. changing that would be like rewriting my DNA.
time for sleep. i open tomorrow. another day, another miserable 24hrs.