Dec 10, 2006 12:26
Need to rant!!!!!
Last saturday I bumped into my ex, so I said "Hey ,how are you?" she turned around and just said theres nothing I can do for you. Such a bitch the way she said it, her new wife was next to her(urgh).So I explained whatMazda had said ,that Val wanted to speak to me. Val said Mazda was a liar.Anyways by this point I was really getting pissed off, so decided it was time to ask for my cds. She says she hasn't found them. So then I just walked off.Bollox to her. Arhhh how dare she talk to me like that,she has no reason to be nasty to me. It now feels like I wasted 5 1/2 years with her. Why cant she just be civil? None of my other exes have ever treat me like that, and they have more reason too! Just wish we could have stayed friends .
Anyway,my sister rang later that day. Said Val had seen me in town and that I was shouting at her in the street,giving her abuse and just kept going on about my cds! OMG! The lying bitch! She knows what I would be like if I was having a go at her!!! ffs! Lucky James was with me to witness really, otherwise my sister wouldn't believe me. Knowing what Val had said really fucked me off!!
So luckily enough I saw her again on thursday :p I ran over to her while she was unlocking her bike. James was behind me. So I said"Oi what the fuck are you on,telling Mazda I was having a go at you the other day?" "you know I wasn't having a go at you!" I really felt like having a right go at her arrrhh. She didnt say much just that she really did think I was having a go at her on saturday. I managed to calm myself down(fuck knows how) and asked her if she was ok and how are things. She said she wont be around much longer.....theres two meanings to that......so I had to ask. So she said she really wont be around much longer, MS has got so bad the hospital can't do anything to help her now, so they are just pumping her full of steroids. God I could have started crying on the spot, but kind of kicked myself(knowing that Val is full of shit).She really did look terrible though :( I just wanted to hug her. She said she needed help with stuff like the gardening, before I could stop myself I ended up offering my services(help in the garden :p).But she just said I have to live my life. God she' dramatic! Said a few more words then I was off to my appointment.
Well that's enough ranting I think. Time for a hot chocolate :) and a good book.
wasted 5 1/2 years!