Eyes On Fire
So I graduated, and I am so very happy with that!
Then I look at all the years I have spent working on my artistic ability and don't see much difference and don't feel like I have much to show for it. Also I have no motivation to draw, or animate, or even paint. The school has raped me of my creative....ness....and I have to find a way to get it back. I also do not remember how to do many things I used to do for fun, like write music, sing("correctly" took lessons through out highschool), write in general....things like that. I need to find inspiration and get back into the swing of doing things myself the way I want to do them. What do you guys do to get your inspartation back....because I ahve tried many things. It used to not take much to get me inspired and ready to draw, but now doing anything makes me think of school......like what would these teachers at school think if I did this? Most of my answers are "They would hate it...and say I have no aristic talent." thought they have never come right out and said this, many, many times I have heard stabing things that come back to my mind everytime.....
Uggg....I feel so lost....I guess....drawing, singing....writing used to be my life and this was what I did....I have no idea what to do now.
Then I look at all the years I have spent working on my artistic ability and don't see much difference and don't feel like I have much to show for it. Also I have no motivation to draw, or animate, or even paint. The school has raped me of my creative....ness....and I have to find a way to get it back. I also do not remember how to do many things I used to do for fun, like write music, sing("correctly" took lessons through out highschool), write in general....things like that. I need to find inspiration and get back into the swing of doing things myself the way I want to do them. What do you guys do to get your inspartation back....because I ahve tried many things. It used to not take much to get me inspired and ready to draw, but now doing anything makes me think of school......like what would these teachers at school think if I did this? Most of my answers are "They would hate it...and say I have no aristic talent." thought they have never come right out and said this, many, many times I have heard stabing things that come back to my mind everytime.....
Uggg....I feel so lost....I guess....drawing, singing....writing used to be my life and this was what I did....I have no idea what to do now.