Old Poem i wrote back in the day

[samurai_mingo]

Obviously this poem is not about me I wrote it after watching a movie .Yes i get these dark poems in my head sometimes and i have to write them .

MY LOVE SUICIDE

I lay here thinking of you my love
The way your eyes where the most perfect shade of blue

I lay here thinking of you my love
The way you hair shined in the sunlight

I lay here thinking of you my love
About our first date and how i was nervous about kissing you goodnight

I lay here thinking of you my love
how you looked the first time we made love and how nervous we both where

I lay here thinking of you my love
how you looked so beautiful on the day of our wedding
and how we made love so pasionatly that night

I lay here thinking of you my love
how i found you raped and half dead that night
how you stayed alive and never died

I lay here thinking of you my love
Thinking of the phone call i got at work
someone telling me to come home your wife has commited suicide

I lay here thinking of you my love
the day i barried you in a grave and said god bye
the tears comming from my eyes

I lay here thinking of you my love
It hasn't even been a week after your death
and i have cut my own vains

I lay here thinking of you my love
I lay here in my own blood with only one thing to say
I love you
i Miss you
Im on my way