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Sometimes I just hate when my father does try and contact me. He always talks like I'm the highlight of his life. Like I'm some kind of awesome person that he loves with all his heart. He makes it seem like I actually mean something to him.
I know it's not true (or at least I don't want to admit it). The last time he contacted me was just before Christmas. He laid some guilt trip on me and wanted me to come down to see him and my family there.
Even though he's my father I don't want anything to do with him, and I don't have the heart to break it to him or the rest of my family.
Am I such a bad person for feeling this way? I feel like I am for it...
I'm going to bed before this breaks into a wank-feast.
I know it's not true (or at least I don't want to admit it). The last time he contacted me was just before Christmas. He laid some guilt trip on me and wanted me to come down to see him and my family there.
Even though he's my father I don't want anything to do with him, and I don't have the heart to break it to him or the rest of my family.
Am I such a bad person for feeling this way? I feel like I am for it...
I'm going to bed before this breaks into a wank-feast.