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"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same..."
I guess it's the right thing to do, but that sure doesn't make it any easier.
You know how when you lose someone close to you and you never really got to say goodbye it sort of kills you? Makes you feel really sad and kind of empty knowing that things were never really ended and you never got to wish them the best and tell them that you're happy they'll be in a better place even though you'll miss them more than you can describe? Well, that's exactly how it feels. Exactly.
I'm so happy that things are better for her and she's starting over again because she's been through more than most people I know. I just really really miss her. And I feel like I will never be completely satisfied with the way things ended because they never really ended, they just stopped happening. There was no goodbye. Not even close.
On the other hand, I couldn't be happier for her. I mean it. I am so happy she has started over and seems to be doing so well now. It makes me really happy to know she's doing so well even though it kills me to know she doesn't seem to want anything to do with her past. I can't blame her, it didn't treat her well.
So, if you are reading this, I'll stop trying to jump back into your world. I am honestly SO happy that you are doing better and have started over and I wish you more luck than you know. I miss you like crazy, you were always one of my favorite people and I love you.
I guess it's the right thing to do, but that sure doesn't make it any easier.
You know how when you lose someone close to you and you never really got to say goodbye it sort of kills you? Makes you feel really sad and kind of empty knowing that things were never really ended and you never got to wish them the best and tell them that you're happy they'll be in a better place even though you'll miss them more than you can describe? Well, that's exactly how it feels. Exactly.
I'm so happy that things are better for her and she's starting over again because she's been through more than most people I know. I just really really miss her. And I feel like I will never be completely satisfied with the way things ended because they never really ended, they just stopped happening. There was no goodbye. Not even close.
On the other hand, I couldn't be happier for her. I mean it. I am so happy she has started over and seems to be doing so well now. It makes me really happy to know she's doing so well even though it kills me to know she doesn't seem to want anything to do with her past. I can't blame her, it didn't treat her well.
So, if you are reading this, I'll stop trying to jump back into your world. I am honestly SO happy that you are doing better and have started over and I wish you more luck than you know. I miss you like crazy, you were always one of my favorite people and I love you.