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The apartment is sweet. Pittsburgh is sweet. Everyone here is sweet. But why does all of this have to be so far away from home?
I was so eager to get back here, to get away from everything that was bothering me about Bel Air. I hate the fact that everything changed, mostly for the worse. I can't really think of any way that situations could have changed any more than they did. It's life, I guess. People change. Situations change. Priorities change. Just sorta sucks. I had a lot of fun this summer, but as a whole, it really sucked. I got an unhealthy dose of reality.
I hate the fact that the place I feel most comfortable is 4 and a half hours from home and so far away from those few people I think still care that I'm even here. I just know that this year is going to make things even worse. I can see myself keeping in contact with very few people, and I think it's almost as if that's how it's supposed to be. What's the point in even going home next summer? A whole three people will even notice. Thankfully, I really love those three or so people. I guess this summer was just really overwhelming. I really hate change.
Where is home, anyway?
I was so eager to get back here, to get away from everything that was bothering me about Bel Air. I hate the fact that everything changed, mostly for the worse. I can't really think of any way that situations could have changed any more than they did. It's life, I guess. People change. Situations change. Priorities change. Just sorta sucks. I had a lot of fun this summer, but as a whole, it really sucked. I got an unhealthy dose of reality.
I hate the fact that the place I feel most comfortable is 4 and a half hours from home and so far away from those few people I think still care that I'm even here. I just know that this year is going to make things even worse. I can see myself keeping in contact with very few people, and I think it's almost as if that's how it's supposed to be. What's the point in even going home next summer? A whole three people will even notice. Thankfully, I really love those three or so people. I guess this summer was just really overwhelming. I really hate change.
Where is home, anyway?