the day the banks collapse
I had no idea this still existed but good lord, here we are. My last entry was something like thirteen years ago, meaning I've been away longer than I was here, but still. Hi. Is anyone out there? Does anyone remember me?
Here's an update, if you do: I married that beautiful vegetarian boy, we have a kid and a house and a dog and two cats, I found fat liberation and no longer hate my body, and I'm trying very hard to get back into riding but I'm nowhere near cantering, let alone my fancy dressage moves. Last time I rode was weeks ago and all I did was walk and a few laps of trot. I'm still struggling with depression and realize by now that I always will be, and no the endless global pandemic doesn't help.
Here's an update, if you do: I married that beautiful vegetarian boy, we have a kid and a house and a dog and two cats, I found fat liberation and no longer hate my body, and I'm trying very hard to get back into riding but I'm nowhere near cantering, let alone my fancy dressage moves. Last time I rode was weeks ago and all I did was walk and a few laps of trot. I'm still struggling with depression and realize by now that I always will be, and no the endless global pandemic doesn't help.