Time to vent
OK It is time to vent all the frustrations I have!!! I have two testa this week that I have not studied for. My best friend and I are not really talking or atleast I think we are not talking because she hasn't replied to my e-mail. But I really don't care because I can not handle anymore stress right now. Me and michael are not talking and what a perfect time for joe to show up in my life again. He has this thing that he will talk to me for a while and then wait a couple of months and pop back into my life again. Very frustrating and confusing at the same time. SO then all this tuff pops inside my head of what would have happened back when especially since michael seems to hate me because he can't pick up a phone. Fine with me he can gravel this time because I am not going to that is for damn sure. I am sick of after we fight I am always the first to call not this time he will have to work at it to get me back because I am content in this little hole they call a dorm room and I can just sit here and do homeowrk till spring break. On a positive note I get to bring back my car on spring break. I am sooooo excited. I think I am going to disappear for a while so if you don't hear from me don't worry. I am fine I just need some time to think about what I want from life and what I want from people. This is my time to grow and that is what I am doing I just need to figure out how I want to do it. Well it is late and I have some homeowrk to do.