i feel contented....
who da hell am i kidding?! besides the fact that my mom's not here to tell me what to do and i'm free to do evrything i desire, well my dad's here but he's not that strict on me, i still feel i'm not that contnented with my life... i recently changed to another school becase i flunked a subject, i'm bored to death beacause there's not much i can do though i can do evrything i want, i'm single, and sexually frustrated! i get by the day reading those rated r fanfictions which includes House or Hugh laurie in it because i'm infatuated by him... that's how boring my life is! argh! sometimes i stay awake till 2 in the morning then won't wake up till like 10 or 11am. but sometimes i wish i'll just myself to death because i'm just tired of living.. a friend of mine recntly said to me that she wish that she's living my life..i smirked when she said that. but deep inside i was like, yeah right! a month living in my life and you'll be begging to bring back your life that you had...