Crushed

[samson]

I can't even write right now. i can't think, i can't stop shaking. I just want to wake up, and have this all just be a bad dream. i don't want to say i'll just walk away. i don't want to mean it. it will fucking tear me to pieces to walk away from you. i won't be the same person anymore.

i don't even feel human right now. i feel like some sorta fucked up monster.