Cut you with a ball point knife
Fuck. I can't believe i forgot to give you that letter before you left. It's been like what, 4-5 days already? shit. Everything is so weird without you. quiet, and weird. I've never missed someone like this before. I have this hollow feeling in my guts, and all the mustard, and bologna, and dope, and liquor and smokes in the world can't seem to fill it. I've been writing so much since you went home. Fuck I just wish you were back. I wake up every morning, and want to quit my job, and hop on the fucking greyhound, and haul my ass down there, but i still don't know for sure if i can get across the border. I'm breaking up with elaine, as soon as i get home. I don't know if i mentioned that. I'll do whatever it takes to show ya im committed. Really. Srsly. I'm gettin a tattoo when i get home too. I can't wait for you to see it. You put the stink in my eye, love. The stink in my fucking eye.