Misunderstandings
I find that I am misunderstood quite often. I don't know if this is a flaw on my part or if I just don't communicate very well. I think that part of the problem is that I can be sarcastic from time to time. Actually I am sarcastic almost all the time. It's just part of my sense of humor and personality. You tend to develop this trait if you grow up as a chubby child and continue as a fat chick. The world is cruel and you have to have some kind of armor against it. Anyway, it has come to my attention that someone I've known for a decade or more, has yet to notice this quirk of my personality. Or, could just choose to ignore it. Or is just non-observant which I lean more towards as apparently according to my coworkers this person is besotted with me and doesn't know it. Also doesn't see that I'm completely besotted with him. At any rate it irks me everytime I find another area where he just doesn't "see" me. Like I'm there, he knows that I'm there but doesn't really look at me. Obviously he physically looks at me but not in the figurative sense. I wonder sometimes if he would really notice me if I were thin, or if I were pretty. I don't know. But it would probably invoke a bit more interest in me as a woman. For now I guess I have to be content with being an asexual friend.