Aug 21, 2005 12:50
Well me and Dustin are over.
And im glad cause last night i saw the real actual him.
He thinks he is flawless and i dont think he ever thinks
anything is his fault. But i do belive he is wrong
I wont stunt i will miss him, but i am better off without him.
I made the biggest scene ever in Javans yard. And i almost got in a fight iwth him. I was angry and hurt .
You know how you promise you'r self you wont get attatched ever again after taht one special guy.
Well i let myself get attatched to Dustin, and i belived all his "lines"
and sweet i loves you and everything else.
but i am putting my waLL up again , and im not letting it down for anyone.
Yeah i'll miss out on people, but im tired of feeling foolish for beliveing a little boys games.
So use them on some other girl. Cause i dont play games.
I miss Brooke. I miss Sadie. I miss Haili. I miss Sam.
It sucks to learn people you love are on serious drugs...
and theres not a damn thing you cna do about it.
i love them still.