rambling at 8 fucking am
i wrote this just now...literally poured out of me line by fucking line...im not editing it, im not even touching it...i am going to share it with you, because it was that spiritually gratifying...
if you cant tell what its about...well, then...i guess you dont know me...and if you dont know what the last few lines are about, then you're just a jackass...
seeing things another way
and pills not working properly
think you're the one for me
seems you're thinking differently
I'm not dead
You're leaving me
I'm the king of apathy
never seen one tear shed
i hope you real live happilly
You make me sick
and Make this rhyme
its not too hard
to decide
I'm moving on
fuck suicide
I'm not you
dont patronize
see right through
you're great disgize
dont discuss
disgusting prize
and dont you fucking dare look into my eyes
and say you love me...
Call my house
i faked it twice
i claimed it once
i claimed the prize
you're not happy
im not sad
learning not
what you can
You make me sick
and Make this rhyme
its not too hard
to decide
I'm moving on
fuck suicide
I'm not you
dont patronize
see right through
you're great disgize
dont discuss
disgusting prize
and dont you fucking dare look into my eyes
and say you love me...
Not to gain
but to exist
i did the drugs
i went through fits
i see you crying
i mean to stare
falling for it
i dont care
You make me sick
and Make this rhyme
its not too hard
to decide
I'm moving on
fuck suicide
I'm not you
dont patronize
see right through
you're great disgize
dont discuss
disgusting prize
and dont you fucking dare look into my eyes
and say you love me...
INSERT A LONG ASS 9 MINUTE ANTI SOLO OF MOTHER FUCKING EMOTIONS HERE
I met her once
it seemed not clear
the love for her
just seemed pure
the innocent look
did me good
i hate you more
than you could
she makes me laugh
she makes me smile
forgot about you
it's all worth while
when will you finally see?
no matter what is happening
you werent the one for me...
and you know i fucking dare to look into her eyes, and say i love her...
if you cant tell what its about...well, then...i guess you dont know me...and if you dont know what the last few lines are about, then you're just a jackass...
seeing things another way
and pills not working properly
think you're the one for me
seems you're thinking differently
I'm not dead
You're leaving me
I'm the king of apathy
never seen one tear shed
i hope you real live happilly
You make me sick
and Make this rhyme
its not too hard
to decide
I'm moving on
fuck suicide
I'm not you
dont patronize
see right through
you're great disgize
dont discuss
disgusting prize
and dont you fucking dare look into my eyes
and say you love me...
Call my house
i faked it twice
i claimed it once
i claimed the prize
you're not happy
im not sad
learning not
what you can
You make me sick
and Make this rhyme
its not too hard
to decide
I'm moving on
fuck suicide
I'm not you
dont patronize
see right through
you're great disgize
dont discuss
disgusting prize
and dont you fucking dare look into my eyes
and say you love me...
Not to gain
but to exist
i did the drugs
i went through fits
i see you crying
i mean to stare
falling for it
i dont care
You make me sick
and Make this rhyme
its not too hard
to decide
I'm moving on
fuck suicide
I'm not you
dont patronize
see right through
you're great disgize
dont discuss
disgusting prize
and dont you fucking dare look into my eyes
and say you love me...
INSERT A LONG ASS 9 MINUTE ANTI SOLO OF MOTHER FUCKING EMOTIONS HERE
I met her once
it seemed not clear
the love for her
just seemed pure
the innocent look
did me good
i hate you more
than you could
she makes me laugh
she makes me smile
forgot about you
it's all worth while
when will you finally see?
no matter what is happening
you werent the one for me...
and you know i fucking dare to look into her eyes, and say i love her...